Photo by @marcusdebris 😊
Tomorrow I sign my mortgage papers. I hope to be moved in by the end of the year. I can not wait to be settled in and finally have the space and opportunity to give you all the attention I can. I has been so stressful always living with someone, taking care of them, while juggling everything I have on my plate alone. I do like staying busy, it keeps a lot of the bad thoughts away. I've noticed though that being responsible for another adult human (completely capable of taking care of himself but neglects to and has no interest in making it any easier on me) without being married to it is one of the most stressful things to me and it creates a lot of problems that will all be solved once I own my own home. Alone, with my JJ. Thank you all for being here for me in these times of stress, I am so lucky to be a part of this community ❤
On a happier/exciting could end horribly note.
I'm supposed to be going back to school to finish one of my three welding degrees in January, I am so excited because I will have another really expensive piece of paper to frame and hang on my wall. It might end horribly because my boss told me that I might not be able to get my job back if I take the semester off. He will have to hire someone to fill my position for the five months I'll be away and the only way I'll be able to get my job back will be if that filler doesn't work out. There is a possibility that my position will be available when I get back because the guys told me that I was the first one to stay more than a few months at that job. There are six tally's in the tool box I was using before they bought me a legit one that represented the temps that worked there before I was hired in. I am happy that I'm taking the semester off because I really can't stand the lead welder there. He is absolutely repulsive and I can't wait to get a break from him. I'm not thrilled with how much they raised the tuition but it is a small(big) price to pay for my advancement in the welding industry.
I LEARNED HOW TO INSERT EMOJIS WHILE ON MY COMPUTER I'M SO EXCITED OMG. I may be able to fix a computer but I still have no idea how to use them like anyone my age 😂😂😂
I'm recovering from a three week long head cold. I don't like being sick, I don't rest enough haha. BUT there will be so many fun things happening soon!
I'm sorry that my blogs are always all over the place. I promise that is how I talk in real life too so you are getting the full effect of me 😂
Thanks for reading!
Dame Suicide
XOXO
