I'm here at my Aunt Dody's house for the weekend and well it's really kinda hard to be here. I haven't been here sense the funeral on Oct 14th. No matter where i go in this house she seems to be there and well having the urn in the dinning room makes it even harder. Just knowing that shes in there somewhere and not alive is hard enough. I brought my nephew here with me this weekend cause I didnt want to be alone, he's been such a great help with how sad I have been. I love this kid so freaking much!
On a happier note I got to talk to a friend yesterday that i haven't talk to in over 9 months. Its my friend Ryan who is in the Marines. Hes been in the Iraq area for awhile now and well everytime he has tried to call me I wasnt able to get my phone
. We talk to a long time yesterday and got alot of things that we were confused about out there and fix! That was awesome I am so happy to have him back in my life.
I am going to say that I am sorry for how weird I have been lately, I have had alot on my mind. I am trying to figure out alot of things at the moment and I hope it does not take to much longer. So I ask that while I am like this to just bare with me I'll be back in no time i promise
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Alittle late on this but I hope all of you had a great Thanksgiving! Mine wasn't the best but hey you cant have a good holidays right
I think that I'm going to leave you with this and be done for the day.
Take care all of you
Love you all alot
On a happier note I got to talk to a friend yesterday that i haven't talk to in over 9 months. Its my friend Ryan who is in the Marines. Hes been in the Iraq area for awhile now and well everytime he has tried to call me I wasnt able to get my phone
. We talk to a long time yesterday and got alot of things that we were confused about out there and fix! That was awesome I am so happy to have him back in my life. I am going to say that I am sorry for how weird I have been lately, I have had alot on my mind. I am trying to figure out alot of things at the moment and I hope it does not take to much longer. So I ask that while I am like this to just bare with me I'll be back in no time i promise
. Alittle late on this but I hope all of you had a great Thanksgiving! Mine wasn't the best but hey you cant have a good holidays right
I think that I'm going to leave you with this and be done for the day.
Take care all of you
Love you all alot
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I'm here at my Aunt Dody's house for the weekend. It's really kinda hard to be here. I haven't been here since the funeral on Oct. 14th. No matter where I go in this house she seems to be there and, well, having the urn in the dinning room makes it even harder. Just knowing that shes in there somewhere and not alive is hard enough.
We talked to each other for a long time yesterday and got a lot of things that we were confused about out in the open and finally fixed them! That was awesome! I am so happy to have him back in my life.
I brought my nephew here with me this weekend cause I didn't want to be alone, he's been such a great help with how sad I have been. I love this kid so freaking much!
On a happier note I got to talk to a friend yesterday that I haven't talked to in over nine months. I'm talking about my friend Ryan who is in the Marines. Hes been in the Iraq area for a while now and, well, every time he has tried to call me I wasn't able to get my phone.
I am going to say that I am sorry for how weird I have been lately. I have had a lot on my mind. I am trying to figure out a lot of things at the moment and I hope it does not take to much longer. So I ask that while I am like this to just bare with me I'll be back in no time I promise.
I know I'm a little late on this but I hope all of you had a great Thanksgiving! Mine wasn't the best but hey, you can't always have a good holidays right? :p
I think that I'm going to leave you with this and be done for the day.
Take care all of you
Love you all a lot
I dunno dude. I highly doubt that she's in the house. Although I think that pretty much all religions are a crock of shit and think that it's ridiculous to think that ghosts do exist, let's assume for a moment that I don't. When I die, if I'm some ghost that can zoom about there's no way in hell that I'd hang out in the same damn house that I lived in for I don't even know how long. Hell no, I could be anywhere in the universe, the last place I'd wanna be is somewhere that I was stuck at for the time my body was alive. Fuck no, I'd be like in Bermuda, in Bejing, in Rome, in Paris, or wherever. Most likely some strip club some where. Or cruisin around the universe looking for other planets. No way in HELL would I be hangin out with all the people I just spent the last 30 years of my life with. They had their chance and now it'd be time for me to go gather `boutin' around the universe. I'm sure that's what she'd be thinking as well. I wouldn't worry about her being in the house there.