daisy

I'm so sad. All i want to do lately is stay in, i hate outside. People are shitty, and i like my little bubble, and my bed, and my little life, but other people are so quick to point out that's it's slightly pathetic to never go out. I haven't really seen anyone other than Mike and my Mum in weeks, but i like it that way. Other people don't get it though. Makes me sad. Perhaps i should go out, leave my house and all....

I'm going to see Nick Cave on Wednesday, so i'll have to leave my house then, or it's 100 down the drain. I'm not looking forward to it though. What's wrong with me?

I think i know what's wrong though. Lately my friends are always letting me down, and to be honest the people i can actually call my "friends" is running pretty low. My "best friend" doesn't care at all anymore, and stood me up after not seeing me in months.

Here i am again whinging. My mum just informed me she got last minute tickets to go see Diana Ross tonight, my mum has more of a social life than i do. Sorry for whining here, it's not really appropriate. I see people here and they're so happy, and content, and amazing. And for the

most part i am happy and content, but then i have a day like this.

Sorry.