daisy

I can't really explain what's going on lately. I was a bit fed up. A lot fed up if i'm honest. So i've been doing things. New things, things i've not done for ages, seeing people, meeting new people, and having an absolute blast. But still it feels like something is missing. It's silly really. How did i get so attatched to something (someone) so fast, that now it feels like i'm missing out?

But really, i'm having the best time of things at the moment. My friends are just being absolutly wicked. Like i said, i've been doing things, and going places that i've wanted to do for the longest time, and having so much fun while doing it all. I can't complain at all. Things are just all going really, well, just, good at the moment. But still, well, you know how it is....

Today almostfamous and Moira told me that they're coming to visit me in December, i'm so excited about this. I was moaning to almostfamous that between now and christmas i have only 2 weekends off, cuz i've got college every weekend, and he decided that on one of my weekends off, him and BEAUTIFUL lady are gonna visit me. So they are. This makes me feel so lucky to have people like that, that are willing to come all the way here to hang out with me, and just to be the supportive wonderful friends i adore.

I just want a hug, y'know. I've been feeling so crap in myself these last few weeks. I can't explain, but my self esteem has actually just nose dived. And just the last few days people have been so amazing. Like, thursday, i went out with Sparrow, i'll explain later, and john came with me. He is so good to me. And he had a few to drink, and on the way home he announced some home truths. I was on the verge of tears as he told me i'm nice. Not just nice, but like the nicest person. And i deserve more than i have. And then, out of the blue, i had this msn conversation:

10/13/2007 6:39:38 PM Vince Daisy Pop lol. well you are by far the most literate person i speak to on msn. and one of the most polite people i know
10/13/2007 6:39:58 PM Vince Daisy Pop and you are so humble, i think you are too humble. that interests me
10/13/2007 6:40:46 PM Vince Daisy Pop i know you are well read, so i know there's got to be tons of information in that brain of yours waiting to get out!

I wasn't expecting that. I'm bowled over by how nice people are sometimes. And i feel really glad to have such positive people around me sometimes.

Oh, i've never posted up any pics of John. So i shall. He's a lovely guy, really good. And handsome....

And us messing. Well, me messing, john looking embarrassed. I think i was making a cape, and being a super hero. As you do.


So, ya, Sparrow came to visit on thursday. She asked me to say that she really misses you, and really enjoyed getting to know you. But it is sad to see her go. Especially seeing as Mellissa is as good as gone, so i'm the only irish sg left. That makes me sad. Those two girls are so amazing, i've met 2 wonderful girls through this sit,e and nothing can take that away. AND, Sparrow's coiming to Cork again next week, so i'm looking forward to seeing her. And we'll have a GOOD night, expect drunken photos.


I found that pic on Dave's computer, and i thought i'd share it. It's very me. I'm very moody in my blogs, and in real life, i'm not moody. I'm loud and vulgar and silly. And sweet. And maybe i portray a very funny picture on here, but who the hell cares anyway.

I'm alright. I have good friends that are good, and i have a lot going for me. And i coudln't really ask for more.

THIS, is my favourite song at the moment:


Right, i'm off to bed. Night you lot.

It's been a while since i've had this smile on my face, so i feel compelled to share.


Oh, and look what the lovely Aoifa made. Isn't it well nifty. She's a talanted lady.