daisy

I have no motivation.

I am lonely.

I rolled over in my bed this morning and thought, why bother getting up, to face another day where nothing happens, same old same old.

My blogs used to be fun, i used to be fun, i'm trying desperatly to reclaim that, but things and people keep chipping away at my esteem, and i end up feeling like, well, like this.

More than anything in life, all i want is a hug, a huge hug, that just envelopes me, and for me to feel loved and safe. Mind you, i can guarantee that won't happen today. Or tomorrow.

Maybe i've just listened to too much emo. Or maybe i haven't listened to enough.

I want to DO something, y'know? Just, change it. And it seems like it's the hardest thing to do.