daisy

There is a song. An Erin McKeown song, and i listen to it when i'm in this mood. Every time. And every time, my heart soars, cuz it's like she reached into my little head and picked out those words. And everytime, my heart sinks a little too. It's where the line up there, "such a lovely mess" comes from. That's me. I'm lonely, i confess.

So why'm i at my wit's end?

I mean, i passed my exams, unbelievably well.

I solved the issues that were hanging over my head.

Work took a pleasant turn.

But despite all this, people are still unreliable, still talk shit, still betray others, still mess with others emotions.

And i, for one, have had my fill.

There's so much bullshit in the world, and some of it today just struck a chord. Like i said, everything happens for a reason.