daisy

I'm having a really really nice weekend. It's odd, cuz i haven't had a great time in ages.

I went out after a particularly bad day at work on Friday, after big brother of course (who on earth evicted Nikki, i loved her, and when i find out who voted her out, it won't be pretty, there'll be a mad Daisy on the prowl) and I went out with my new man and a friend of ours. And then we went to a bar that i used to go to all the time, and it was so good to see people again, it feels like for the last year i've been locked away from the world, like Rapunzel. And it was brilliant. It was odd though, cuz this guy i know, he introduced me to this new girlfriend as Daisy, and well, that's not my real name, i was so baffled that he knew, but he knew. Everybody in there knows.

And then yesterday, after i recovered from my immense hangover, (well, i say hangover, i think it was more Malibu poisoning than anything) i went to the beach. It was fun, we had a sand fight, and went in the water and everything. Except, i've never mentioned before, but i am afraid of something. Most people have rational fears, like spiders or dying, and i tell people that the thing i'm scared of is the dark, but that's a lie. I don't like the dark, but i'm not scared of it, i'm scared of................seaweed. It creeps me the fuck right out. It's slimy and disgusting, and it makes me cry if it touches me. And we were in the water, splashing about, and a big bit of seaweed touched my foot, so i started screaming, adn ran out of the water, and new man, Conor,(let's give him the honour of having a name) picked me up, and put me in the water, and after mush screaming, put me down, IN A LUMP OF SEAWEED. There as much screaming, and i ran away. Then, we fell asleep in the sun, and i got sunburned on my legs, well, just the back of my knees, i think i may have sunstroke now though.

It's cool though, cuz for the last 2 months, i haven't really ben having fun, cuz of all the shit recently, and now i am. I know my friends think that i'm having too much fun, while Mike is still distraught, but i've tried to help him, he doesn't want help, he wants to wallow in his self pitying hole for now, and i can't get him out of it. I know i've not been around much here recently, and i've not seen my friends much either, i've been concentrating on getting me, and him through this rough patch. I think i'm out of it, and back to me, but he's not out of it yet, he seems to like being miserable. Unfortunatly.

And today, i'm going to sit on my couch, and sit. All day. I'm period queen today, and i might not even wash or brush my hair, and i'ts gonna be great.



I'm off to look at all the sets i've missed recently. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.