daisy

I've said it before, and i'm saying it again:

I should be bound and gagged for the good of those around me.

If i was, i couldn't say stupid things or even type stupid things and balls up perfectly good situations.

I think a lot. Like, wayyyyyy too much, and i overthink even the smallest details, and panic, and freak out. I need to stop doing this. Cuz i think i've done something i'll regret.

I'm always the same, and i don't know why i'm surprised with myself. But i don't want to have messed up this situation, i liked it. But i ruin everything.

Y'know, i think this is the start of a really bad week.

I wish i could go back in time and not freak out, and not have certain regrets hanging over me.

Y'know what? Nevermind. Ignore me, it really is for the best.