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ok, so i'm back to being in love with kurt cobain again, which i realize is more than just a little creepy. but lately my thesis adviser has been such an egotistical prick, and there's really no one else to like.

i saw the faint on wednesday and the paramedics came, and i was wearing a suicidegirls hoodie, and one of them came over to...
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vim:
what-up D-DIDDY!!......any love here for the Vimmster?....
disappearhere:
I want to feed you drugs and take you to strange places.

I want to do strange things in these strange places and we are so high.

We can feel but everything is numb, it tastes so good.

I have a serious problem.

I
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i got punched in the face again at shanghai tunnel on friday. a german guy on the street gave me a dollar to buy a hot dog. we had a dance party in my apartment and someone spilled gin all over the carpet. i slept all day, and spent all night in the darkroom.

and everyone i know has genital warts.
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disappearhere:
I'm bored...entertain me.
A little song and dance perhaps.
I like the macarena. Or was it macaroni.
No, it's whiskey. I like whiskey.
itsalivemedia:
I thought the new thing everbody had was crack....
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ok, i'm feeling much less broody and dramatic.

i'll be at dante's tonight, then shanghai tunnel. stop by and introduce yourself. i'll be the tall girl with the black eye and the gin and tonic.

cha cha cha
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itsalivemedia:
How'd you get te black eye?
bkwill:
If Ilived in Portland I'd buy you a drink, so how'd it go?
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i got a black eye tonight. talking heads was on the stereo. sugar on my tongue. i saw stars, but only for a second. what a fucking waste. i went to the ocean tuesday at 3 a.m. after too many whiskey sours. we stopped to look at stars so many times they started not to matter. i cried the whole way back for reasons i...
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disappearhere:
Um....OK.
frankie18:
then move back. theres always time for second chances. for clean slates. for fixing all the things you screwed up. for finding yourself and where you belong
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i have a crush on a boy on sg who doesn't even know i'm alive.



oink
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vim:
puh-lease...of course i know yer alive silly!
maximillian:
I'd advise you to let him know, I'm sure he'd be thrilled. If he isn't, I'm sure he could be ... persuaded?

Oh, and I got a plane ticket. I'll be there May 2-6 (Thats Friday to Tuesday, In case you are into the whole verbal thing)
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stupid motherfucking daylight savings time!

mad mad mad
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monicaisafreak:
yah i know how that is. i like it better when we go an hour back.
evilrabbit:
yup...
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i'm trying to forget what i did tonight. 50 dollars up my nose. in a bathroom stall. with a beautiful girl. we were naked. i can't remember why. white lines on the tampon receptacle. white lines on a dirty tile floor. that's class.

it was the pool hall formal. i wore a plastic dress. i said too much to people who can hurt me. i...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
I went for a run by a trailer park today and thought of you.

Do you like big hair? I think it's a necessity.
itsalivemedia:
So what is the outcome of all this? Any changes made? anything interesting to note?
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what is it about 18 year olds??? i'm beginning to think i'm actually pretty creepy. and not in that jokey, kooky, "i'm a pedophile, aint that funny" kind of way. yuck. i need a 12 step program.

all i did today was play pool and chain smoke. this is where my 100 grand education is going. my mom would be so proud.
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itsalivemedia:
That is so hot!
itsalivemedia:
Erm...the playing pool part
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I'VE GOT MY HAND IN A DAMN TOILET...isn't that craaaaaaaaaazzzzzy? now gimme some candy!!!!
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itsalivemedia:
First off.....the fact that you love Harold and Maude and that I get the Pixies reference to "Hold my body/break my bones" made me add you as a friend on the list. The doggy....hair pulled hard didn't hurt either.

Ok here is the trick for google. Put in a phone # (or name, it worked for me) and pt it in quotes "800-555-1212" or "Joe Dirt" and 9 times out of 10 it will come up with the name/address of the person. The creepy part is that up comes the Mapquest and yahoo maps. That is not so cool.

And if you like Un Chien Andalu and Day of the Locust, does that mean you went to Emerson College in boston? I did...and that's where I was hipped to both!
itsalivemedia:
That girl from Secretary may have had the coolest boyfriends because she is so damn hot. Sorry but she was.....is...and really does it for me.

And Reed college is cool I hear. You PDX girls tho...it's amazing..there is something in the water. A mixture of cool, dangerous, fun, kinky, wild, open, free, loving and ready for fun. I love it but it is really something to behold. My ex is from PDX and was all of those things and I think I have met 2 more of them here on SG. You being one of them....that profile is something else!
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i'm afraid of men.

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disappearhere:
I am merely a boy.
Trapped in a very hot man body.
suburbanslave:
hahaha - dont listen to dissapearhere - hes not what he claims to be!!
But men do suck - thats why u gotta go for little boys that need good training, that or hot women - either work for me!!! biggrin
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wow...i wonder if i could be any drunker. i love conan o'brien and cheese and pool and leonard cohen and red wine and sleep. someone tell me a bedtime story.
disappearhere:
See, I knew you weren't a quiter.
Find something you do well and stick to it.
I guess it's a little late for a bedtime story since I am just waking up and you are still sleeping.

Read my jounal story. It's not a bedtime story it's a morning time story.

Do you know Joshua D.?? In Portland?? I'm gonna take a drive up there next month to drink and have various shinanagins.

I want to go back to sleep. I want to sleep for ever.
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ok...so i am never drinking again...
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deadbeat:
You have great taste chickie-poo. I am never drinking again either! Until tomorrow or until someone offers to buy me my next drink. Will you buy it???
disappearhere:
This is qiute the long shot, but you don't happen to know Josh and Dave and Sarah-Jane do you?
Ashtray?