I will never find some one who makes me happy. I realized this last night.
I was hanging out with a couple who are friends of mine, when South Park came on. When it went to commercial, my friend said, "You dont like South Park, do you?" I said no, and he replied that he could tell by the look of disgust on my face. He followed by telling his girlfriend that when I hate some thing, I hate it all the way.
I was thinking about this, and not only is it true, but it says a lot more about me than I ever knew.
When some thing isnt perfect, I normally dont like it AT ALL. There is no inbetween with me. Its all or nothing. I never like a couple songs by a band. I either like the band, or I dont. It was either a great movie, or a terrible movie.
When you're dealing with people, they always have flaws, and when you're trying to be with some one, you have to just deal with those flaws. I cant. If there is some thing I dont like about some one, I hate them. This alone will keep me from ever being happy with some one. I will always hold their flaws against them, and their flaws will always make me hate them. People will always have flaws about them, and there isnt any one who is PERFECT.
And I know this is true about me, because I know I've done it before.
I was hanging out with a couple who are friends of mine, when South Park came on. When it went to commercial, my friend said, "You dont like South Park, do you?" I said no, and he replied that he could tell by the look of disgust on my face. He followed by telling his girlfriend that when I hate some thing, I hate it all the way.
I was thinking about this, and not only is it true, but it says a lot more about me than I ever knew.
When some thing isnt perfect, I normally dont like it AT ALL. There is no inbetween with me. Its all or nothing. I never like a couple songs by a band. I either like the band, or I dont. It was either a great movie, or a terrible movie.
When you're dealing with people, they always have flaws, and when you're trying to be with some one, you have to just deal with those flaws. I cant. If there is some thing I dont like about some one, I hate them. This alone will keep me from ever being happy with some one. I will always hold their flaws against them, and their flaws will always make me hate them. People will always have flaws about them, and there isnt any one who is PERFECT.
And I know this is true about me, because I know I've done it before.
but i know how you feel though. ive been getting awfully lonely myself lately.
lets just stab october and leave it in a ditch somewhere.