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Journal lucky 13

The last few days have been filled with excitement, and change. YAY!

We will start off on Saturday. Was a good day. I went and got a few books (The Great Hunt, The Dragon Reborn, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, and Fast Food Nation).

So my dad picks me up beer. I sit down and drink my 6 pack. My aunt...
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Journal 12

The South.

I've lived down here for about 6 weeks now and I've made some pretty noteworthy (at least to me) oberservations about the people down here.

The way they speak. A lot of people in the south can't speak, rather shouldn't speak. They don't know how to pronounciate. I'm not talking about the ones who call me Erk instead of Eric. Rather...
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beatrice:
i've lived in portland, or that past couple of years but was born in georgia, lived in mobile, al, and knoxville, tn. i must say, being away from it, i kinda miss the south. small towns especially allow for all kinds of peculiar types--especially the old blue-haired ladies who wear their nightgowns to the grocery store, they're my favorites (but also the fat, half-naked folks). the kind of racism you refer to is everywhere in this country--here they talk about the gentrification of "black neighborhoods," which i think is obnoxious. at least in the south, life is truly integrated: i had lots of black friends, co-workers, bosses; here it's truly a rare occasion to see a black person in my neighborhood.
and i'm sure you know this too, but there are fuckers and morons everywhere, and they have a right to wear their bedsheets and tote their confederate flag as much as you have a right to insult them. really, it's only announcing to the world that they are degenerate, uneducated, hicks--it's a way for them to seek out their own kind.
i agree there are some bad elements, but don't forget to look for the good ones. in knoxville, i knew my mailman by name, he hand delivered my wallet to my apartment when i left at the post office. i lived in the same apartment building now for a year and a half, and the only people i've met here are also from the south.
and really, has there been a better word created than "y'all?" and casinos! you've got lots o casinos in biloxi. that's free drinkin' all night long (well, relatively free anyway).
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Journal 11

I was gonna bitch about emo, but I'm in too good of a mood to bitch. Why? I haven't the slightest. Its 3:30am and I'm sitting here alone, sober, have my fucking wisodom tooth ripping my gum open, an ear ache on top if it, with a goofy smile. Life works funny sometimes.

I was thinking of being back home today, and all...
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hyenahell:
that's fucking hilarious.... biggrin
elisabeth:
Yow. This eerily sounds like some friends I used to have. We didn't have videotape, but the scenes are permanently etched in my memory. Remind me to tell you about the time I hit my friend head upside the head with a Gideon Bible in Vegas wink
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Journal 10

Stacie.

This will be pretty quick because I gotta call her in about 3 to 5 min.

Stacie is who i am smitten with. The crazy thing is ive never met her. In 4 weeks ive talked to her more than almost anyone on the phone. I wanna meet her but i think shes shakey about it.

When I found out i was...
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hyenahell:
good luck with that... i hate indecision!
sparkle:
woah...youre from biloxi?
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Journal 9

I have a wisdom tooth ripping through my gum like someone being impaled, slow and painful. It's causing a headache on the right side of my head.

Im talking to Elisabeth and Azure.

Elisabeth is the beautiful SG memeber.

Azure has been a friend of mine for about 3 years now I think. She is beautiful in every sense of the word. She...
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http://suicidegirls.com/members/hyenahell/

thats hyena. shes offline for a while. i now dont have people to comment on my journal =(. Well not many. This makes me sad.

Journal 8

Self Destruction

First off, I'm not a happy person. I'm usually angry for some reason, or annoyed, or any other negative emotion. Happiness is something i remember feeling once. Other than that being drunk usually is my...
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26oo:
harness the power of the darkside...turn it into a hateful monkey and unleash it upon your enemies with the wrath of a thousand regular monkeys...or you could get your pyrotechnic licence...blow up stuff for money biggrin
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Journal 7

Old people and sex.

This is a really bad thing. Old people talking about boning is terrible. Especially when they are related to you. Not only for the imagry of wrinkly, flabby, toothless sex, but they throw in the relative aspect.

My grandfather once told me about when he was dating my grandmother. He had an old car and put a mirror in...
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Journal 6

Booze. Nectar of the gods. Man's second best friend, and with women it changes everyday ( smile ). Rarely do I find myself sitting down with the purpose of having a quiet drink with friends, or simply enjoying the flavor. I drink to get shit faced. Or at least a nice buzz.

i buy cheap shit. Pabst, jenkins, evan williams, mr boston. It has...
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hyenahell:
who ever told the canadians they could make whiskey? i'd like to set that man on fire, i tell you. i'd like to say i appreciate the finer things in life, but that'd be a lie. bald-faced and unabashed. give me a bottle of turkey and a case of schlitz and i can make it through the night. being broke and a heavy drinker, i find that knowing bartenders helps. i have my dive bar, i know i can go there and they'll front me drinks... in exchange, i trade art, provide entertainment and give them all my money whenever i have any... and that's me social life, in a nutshell. glad to see someone else appreciates the semantics of drinking... you and i are the kinda people that are the reason i never throw parties... that and the lack of a locale, money for booze and such. ha. if you're ever in nola tell me. x is coming june 4... me favorite band of all fuckin' time... biggrin
daem:
Ill definatly try to make it to see X. Well thats if i got any money at all. If not ill try to make it anyways =D
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journal 5

I hate kids. I don't ever want any. They dont listen. They annoy you and repeat things over and over and over. Why? what the fuck is their problem that they cant just lay back and listen.

this one girl my aunt babysits never listens. you can explain things to her 20 times, and ask her what you said and get an 'i...
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cookiepuss:
I don't like kids that much either, but maybe someday (when I'm 50), I'll have one (hope not!).

I guess a lot of kids aren't that bad... but the few I have been around in the past five or so years - have made me sooooo angry. I don't know if I could handle having one!

By the way, I have family in Pascagoula... and have been to Biloxi quite a few times.
hyenahell:
biloxi! wooo! cheaper casinos.
i hate kids too. i wish it were legal to trap and eat them.
it's awesome that you like LOC... they are one of my favorites right now.
smile
ever come to NOLA for shows?
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holy fuck. confusion.

i need to fuckin think some. my mind is spinning a million miles an hour.
joscelyne:
dontcha hate when that happens?!
koleeta:
I don't think thinking is going to stop the confusion. just wait and try not to think, it'll all be ok.
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Journal 3

Stacie is today's topic.

First the background:
When I lived in NH i was sorta active in the punk scene. Meaning if i could get to a show id lie cheat and steal to get into it.

So i gotta move to mississippi where even God hates. So i start busting out emails of people who might know something about the punk scene....
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winter_____:
I liked your comments on the Unions thread.
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Journal 2

So last night i stayed up till 6am talking with elisabeth. Looks like im doing the same tonight. She's easy to talk to. It's quite nice.

But today's topic is regret.

My regret involves 3 people. Me, Nicole (who was the object of my affection), and Charlie (who was a good good friend of mine).

So I worked with Nicole. We became friends...
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