i hate when my boss gets all mommy on me...."what's wrong mike? i can tell somethings bothering you lately, i'm a good listener, if you ever need one."
she makes it so hard for me to just up and quit with no notice.
i had to explain to heather wha a mustache ride was the other day, that was just funny. she asked me why...
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she makes it so hard for me to just up and quit with no notice.
i had to explain to heather wha a mustache ride was the other day, that was just funny. she asked me why...
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a sea of blood burst forth from my heart and drowned all those before me. i smiled then as i watched them scream in hopless despair. silinced they became as they lost the will to struggle and blood filled their lungs. and i was inside of them, i made them all mine. when they woke they went back to their pitiful boring lives. back to...
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abyssia:
this entry is extraordinary.
cipher:
Ha, nice. Although one has to ask, why would he give you his piss if for a test if it wasn't clean? Or should I even be asking this...
Of course we're all fuckers, sort of in the same way we're all god's children. It's all about perspective.
Of course we're all fuckers, sort of in the same way we're all god's children. It's all about perspective.
HOPE
and working towards it
things could always be worse off
and working towards it
things could always be worse off
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pixie_punch:
hang in there. things can always be worse off.
abyssia:
THIS is maternal instinct --> is everything alright dear?
so for as happy as i was, it was all just a self induced desperate attempt to fool myself into a feeling of joy. heather is going back to kansas to help her mom, because she feels bad for leavin her mom all by herself. which i can understand, but shit, all the things she said to me, all the pretty words, and sweet gestures,...
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so i got a interview on monday at sears, but they do drug tests, and thanks to my new found suseptabilitie to peer preasure (i can't spell right now seeing as i am to high to concentrate on it) about smoking weed, i'm pretty fucked, just hope that my previously very rare smoking and as much water and cranberry juice i can cram down my...
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ok so everything is fine and i just worry too much.
i do need to worry about gettin that second job goin though.
i do need to worry about gettin that second job goin though.
cipher:
If only it were as easy as not worrying too much.
And maybe you are intense. I'm not one to judge such things, as I've been accused of the same, but intensity tends to be a good way to bleed the most out of life. It's wacky fun!
Good luck on the job front; I need a (new) second job, too, as I recently made my second job my only job. Still worth it.
And maybe you are intense. I'm not one to judge such things, as I've been accused of the same, but intensity tends to be a good way to bleed the most out of life. It's wacky fun!
Good luck on the job front; I need a (new) second job, too, as I recently made my second job my only job. Still worth it.
In a haze of smoke i watch as walls slowly crumble down around me i try to think of how to stop them but cannot i struggle beneath their weight the smoke fills my head with random thoughts non of them pertaining to the work at hand for mere seconds i can hold onto a thought just to watch it flutter away as a lazy...
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sapphire777:
now you are intense.
thank you for your advice about dealing with tyler and his retarded disrespect, but i am worried about her getting angry about me tellin him off for it. i'm sure it will get better as time goes on.
new topic: is 6 days long enough to be going out with someone before sleeping with them? because wed night me and heather ended up making out.....and...
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new topic: is 6 days long enough to be going out with someone before sleeping with them? because wed night me and heather ended up making out.....and...
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seapuppy:
6 days does sound a little bit fast, but I can't really talk; about 13 days for me. Let me think.....starting on the 14th.....yeah, so far, since last thursday we've done it at least once a day. 
Let me think.....starting on the 14th.....yeah, so far, since last thursday we've done it at least once a day.
cipher:
You know, you're my only SGTC friend I've never met in person. We need to fix that one of these days, my friend. But for now we're both happily occupied, so I say we just enjoy. Best of luck.
so i am now dating this wonderful girl named heather, i mean, i adore her to no extent. but....our friend tyler, who she has known for a 7 years is beginning to bother me. see, as long as he has known her for, he has had this obsesive crush on her. but they are still just friends because she doesn't want to hook up with...
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abyssia:
I've got to go with darth on this. He said everything I was thinking beyond, ICK! ACK! and UGH!!! As they are nothing more than primal responses and we're all civilized here, I thought it best I keep them to myself. Trouble is, I have a no censorship rule and so since I've already typed them, they stay. Sometimes, it's good to get primal.
cv:
That's just wrong. Wrong. So wrong.
I second the getting drunk first thing. Then if it comes to beating the crap out of him you can blame it on the alcohol.
I second the getting drunk first thing. Then if it comes to beating the crap out of him you can blame it on the alcohol.
i'm still happy, life is good. in fact so good, i decided to pull out the fishnet shirt.
cipher:
Um...cool? I'm sorry, I'm unfamiliar with this particular happiness yardstick.
Just watch your back; happiness always means there's some devil stalking you, waiting for a chance to strike.
Just watch your back; happiness always means there's some devil stalking you, waiting for a chance to strike.