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so right now i am in a manic kinda state of mind.. the combination of natural paranoia and the other unknown psychosis i deal with day to day is catching up with me all at once right now.. i'm wide eyed and pumping full of adrenaline and barely able to think straight.. i have indescribable amounts of rage pulsing through me right now and i...
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happy thanksgiving everyone!, i'm bored out of my skull.. my phone broke so all i can do is check my messages to see if anyone called so this sucks..

bahh i'm gonna go grew for a few weeks till i get my banking shit in order i thinks but i'll be back

i had a wonderful and somewhat confusing night last night...

first, i went to go hang out with some friends and i saw Jarhead and it was ok i guess i have to say i was expecting more from the bootcamp realism but i suppose the extra training they put in there was realism enough ya know for those who have already seen it..

second,...
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so yeah, i had a blast on friday at the 80's rockstar party.

i dressed up as Angus Young from ACDC and i'm gonna do it again tommorow for my Guitar class and go to Rob's halloween party yay!!!

also tuesday marks the first day of my fast.. i have decided to fast for november i will be giving up cigarettes, caffeine, sweets, and masturbation.....
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wow i havent updated in a long ass time, i was going through some serious crap n it had to be dealt with, but now all is well and taken care of..

typical saturday night i'm going out to the club get a few drinks, i get paid friday so i can buy stuff i need for my halloween costume, i'm going to be dressed...
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yay for radio show night woot i go on in 20 mins and it should be lots of fun we have quite a few people in the station tonight so i have actual LIVE listeners in addition to my regulars so yayness all around

listen every sunday night monday morning on www.ospreyradio.com at 1am till... usually 2am but i have a tendency to go over...
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ok so i drank so much over this passed weekend jeebus my stomach is killin me hehe but it was worth it..

i finished trigonometry and got my grade....... I GOT A "B"!!!!! woot! it still isnt calculated into my cumulative GPA so i dunno where i stand at this very moment but i'm sure its all good..

i started fall semester today, it was...
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ok.. so trigonometry is over!!! .... this is where i would put yay but not really.. i'm done with math for good! no more math!...

one would think this would be a night of celebration...

well i got out of class went over to robs n had a huge fuckin half pound of meat burger it was delicious... then i came home to see whats...
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ok i'm over drama it's a waste of time... and i have too much good stuff going on to dwell on stuff that pisses me off that is out of my hands anyway

as for the topic i spoke of in the last journal i can always address that on my show and get some of my listeners point of views

so i had my...
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