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ok so i am going to cancel my account for a while cause i am jobless and dont need to be wasting money... i will probably renue my account when i get more financially stable till then you can still contact me through myspace or aim same SN see you folks later n take care of yourselves
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yay for Ember's new set! if you havent seen it go check it out!

so job hunting today.. in 4 hours i go out n schmooze about the town whoring out my resume... i gotta wake up Jess too since she said she would come with me n keep me on task.. cause i've been bad about getting out as much as i should be...
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lacadence:
so u going to korn at the coliseum?
jadednerdgirl:
ah poor boy you have the worst of luck. Its like august all over again. Maybe you should keep your pants zipped at this rate.

Though I have been so good for the past six months that I am going insane. God so good that I might as well be a nun. well except for kissing a girl.
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ugh.. writers block as usual.. i have tons and tons to write about but i am losing my drive... frown its like i have so much going on that i cant focus on one particular piece to write and i write one piece that reads like it should be 10 separate pieces...

i think a break from stimuli would do me some good.. i have too...
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blackbirdy:
I know exactly how you feel about the writer block and having one thing feel like 10! That's how it is most of the time for me!
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ahhhh... sweet sweet solace.. so everything got discussed with the chick and we're cool.. we havent slept together yet but here's hopin i doubt she really wants to since i kinda probably came off as a psycho.. thats never good..

on other news i shaved!!!! i have no goatee whatsoever or mustache it's kinda freaky since i havent seen my face in 3 years.. but...
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jadednerdgirl:
though country men usually have hair on their face.
propernoun:
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wow! i have been soooo blind and stupid lately.. all this fucking heartache lately and it has all been self inflicted wholey shit am i fuckin stupid...

so chick i've been talkin about n going through all this drama with.. get this.. we were just friends with benefits and i thought it was more.. yes it's safe to be like HAHA! caue that's how i...
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ember:
I'm glad you enjoy DAH!...I just beat it today, quite unexpectedly. I wish I'd known I was on the last level when I had my cheat codes enabled, it made it super easy and it wasn't much fun at all.

I've found that the friends with benefits thing doesn't work too well...I had a friend with benefits two summers ago, then that turned into a fucked up relationship which then transformed into miserable breakup...well, hopefully you've learned something from the experience at any rate
blackbirdy:
aww..I hope everything works out...friends with benefits doesn't work real well, like Ember said. Feelings always get in the way!
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so wow... lots n lots of drama for the new year, but i'm slowly workin through it. i hope everyone is doing well and going about business as usual.

school starts next week! bahhhh!!!! i still need to find a new job too or else i'm stuck tutoring n getting crappy pay.. but i do get a check tommorow so i can pay off my...
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ember:
I start school next week, as well...I feel your pain.

Have fun at the party!
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so my christmas was awesome i got a ton of cool shit and got to spend time with family n that went great.. but man girl issues have me down right now and being me i aint sayin shit about it to said person cause it's stupid anyway.. just not happy vibes going on considering this is my fave time of year.. i dont even...
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blackbirdy:
aww...cheer up!! I hope things start going better with your lady friend!
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oooooooo mah goodness.. this week has been pritty lame.. the drag of not having a job is when it's bedtime you sit awake with the lack of accomplishment feeling.. i really really hope i get my weights for christmas cause i really want to work out and ditch this side fat n crap i'm getting..

i will be so happy when christmas is over.. i'm...
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preparing for my new year's party is becomming quite a task financially.. when i get paid on friday i gotta go christmas shopping before i spend all my money on just keeping occupied before the holidays..

does anyone know any place that is hiring cause i need a job frown my tutoring job is pritty much over till spring n i need a better one anyway...
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blackbirdy:
i gotta go christmas shopping soon too...i hate last minute stuff like that! I know how you feel about the job too-unfortunatly I have to quit my job bc of of my school schedule. Now I have to find one that will comply... mad Good luck with your job hunt!
ember:
Awww, thank you for the comment on my set (I know this is a bit late but I tend to not check my photoset comments too often anymore).

It's amazing how much money people spend on Christmas and the holidays...I'm surprised some people don't end up homeless after the season is over.

Good luck on getting a job! biggrin
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so i figured out what the hell is going on with me...

i'm going crazy cause i'm finally comming into my prime... i wake up everyday and go to sleep every night feeling like i'm going to jump out and rip someones head off.. and then proceed to kill others with that head until it becomes worn down and i find a new head... it...
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so right now i am in a manic kinda state of mind.. the combination of natural paranoia and the other unknown psychosis i deal with day to day is catching up with me all at once right now.. i'm wide eyed and pumping full of adrenaline and barely able to think straight.. i have indescribable amounts of rage pulsing through me right now and i...
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happy thanksgiving everyone!, i'm bored out of my skull.. my phone broke so all i can do is check my messages to see if anyone called so this sucks..
lacadence:
atleast u didn't run over your phone.