ok.. so trigonometry is over!!! .... this is where i would put yay but not really.. i'm done with math for good! no more math!...
one would think this would be a night of celebration...
well i got out of class went over to robs n had a huge fuckin half pound of meat burger it was delicious... then i came home to see whats going on tonight
well my sister calls me up and says she's at fuel and i'm like awesome i wanted to do some drinking tonight so i head on out.. well low and behold not even 5 mins down the road she calls me back crying n whining about her BF (now ex since a week ago) n whatnot and she is fucking loaded... to the fucking brim she is drunk..
so now my night is to be assigned to hang out with my now piss ass drunk sister... and you can guess where the story goes from here.. a long ass night of her just laying out her shit over and over and over again it's like listening to fucking mr. spell say the cow goes moo 50 fucking million times it was driving me up the fucking wall nuts...
the end of the night comes and i even have to hurry and finish my drink (yeah i fuckin ordered a beer i wasnt about to handle this shit without somehtin to relax me) and on the way out she gets pissed off so i decide fuckit you're not driving and i drive her drunk ass home and she is whining the whole way i'm not drunk i'm fine i'm just pissed off blah blah blah
so here i am.. summer semester is over.. my week thus far has fucking blown.. i had the chance to get a good fuckin well deserved lay over the weekend but i was dead tired and passed out so i didnt get the call at 3am and now my friend got pissed at me for some crap but that seems to be settled now but still the point rests it was drama.. and i just seriously need to vent and stop taking everyone else's crap.. i'm pissed all fucking day everyday since monday and i'm about to lose it...
what pisses me off the most though.. she kept whinin about her ex bf crap n the last thing i said to her tonight is "you arent the only one who has drama and isnt feelin alright" and she just ignored it....
i'm sorry folks for the woaw is me speech but this is some bullshit i'm supposed to be having a good fuckin week and feeling great for all the stuff going on but stuff just keeps comming up
and i'm trying to suppress it and move on and be merry like always but stuff just keeps comming up n i just keep trying to be the one for everyone to lean on...
god this is a fucking whiney journal if i've ever written one... i'll tell ya this.. come tommorow i'm going to tell the bitch to fucking get over it and stop taking her bullshit personal life out on the rest of us.. god i'm pissed and i'm sorry for those who read this.. again i seriously need a friend who knows what i'm goin through to vent to..
one would think this would be a night of celebration...
well i got out of class went over to robs n had a huge fuckin half pound of meat burger it was delicious... then i came home to see whats going on tonight
well my sister calls me up and says she's at fuel and i'm like awesome i wanted to do some drinking tonight so i head on out.. well low and behold not even 5 mins down the road she calls me back crying n whining about her BF (now ex since a week ago) n whatnot and she is fucking loaded... to the fucking brim she is drunk..
so now my night is to be assigned to hang out with my now piss ass drunk sister... and you can guess where the story goes from here.. a long ass night of her just laying out her shit over and over and over again it's like listening to fucking mr. spell say the cow goes moo 50 fucking million times it was driving me up the fucking wall nuts...
the end of the night comes and i even have to hurry and finish my drink (yeah i fuckin ordered a beer i wasnt about to handle this shit without somehtin to relax me) and on the way out she gets pissed off so i decide fuckit you're not driving and i drive her drunk ass home and she is whining the whole way i'm not drunk i'm fine i'm just pissed off blah blah blah
so here i am.. summer semester is over.. my week thus far has fucking blown.. i had the chance to get a good fuckin well deserved lay over the weekend but i was dead tired and passed out so i didnt get the call at 3am and now my friend got pissed at me for some crap but that seems to be settled now but still the point rests it was drama.. and i just seriously need to vent and stop taking everyone else's crap.. i'm pissed all fucking day everyday since monday and i'm about to lose it...
what pisses me off the most though.. she kept whinin about her ex bf crap n the last thing i said to her tonight is "you arent the only one who has drama and isnt feelin alright" and she just ignored it....
i'm sorry folks for the woaw is me speech but this is some bullshit i'm supposed to be having a good fuckin week and feeling great for all the stuff going on but stuff just keeps comming up
and i'm trying to suppress it and move on and be merry like always but stuff just keeps comming up n i just keep trying to be the one for everyone to lean on...
god this is a fucking whiney journal if i've ever written one... i'll tell ya this.. come tommorow i'm going to tell the bitch to fucking get over it and stop taking her bullshit personal life out on the rest of us.. god i'm pissed and i'm sorry for those who read this.. again i seriously need a friend who knows what i'm goin through to vent to..
jadednerdgirl:
well I hope your week gets better 