wow! i have been soooo blind and stupid lately.. all this fucking heartache lately and it has all been self inflicted wholey shit am i fuckin stupid...
so chick i've been talkin about n going through all this drama with.. get this.. we were just friends with benefits and i thought it was more.. yes it's safe to be like HAHA! caue that's how i am right now.. what the fuck was i thinkin... all i had to do is be cool and chill like normal n i was gettin steady booty what the fuck was i on?!?!!
i finally have this epiphany of course when it's basicly too late n i spill my guts like a pimple faced geek talkin to head cheer leader and expecting some feelings to be there...
we just got really cool n comfy with each other really really fuckin quick n it threw my head all in a loop
blahhhh stupid stupid boy..
but yeahhhh so i'm "single" again hehe not that i was ever not.. i thought i wasnt.. what a fuckin mess i cant believe i was that blind...
but life is back to normal once i see if our friendship can come out of this then there will be no drama and happy times can continue
so chick i've been talkin about n going through all this drama with.. get this.. we were just friends with benefits and i thought it was more.. yes it's safe to be like HAHA! caue that's how i am right now.. what the fuck was i thinkin... all i had to do is be cool and chill like normal n i was gettin steady booty what the fuck was i on?!?!!
i finally have this epiphany of course when it's basicly too late n i spill my guts like a pimple faced geek talkin to head cheer leader and expecting some feelings to be there...
we just got really cool n comfy with each other really really fuckin quick n it threw my head all in a loop
blahhhh stupid stupid boy..
but yeahhhh so i'm "single" again hehe not that i was ever not.. i thought i wasnt.. what a fuckin mess i cant believe i was that blind...
but life is back to normal once i see if our friendship can come out of this then there will be no drama and happy times can continue
I've found that the friends with benefits thing doesn't work too well...I had a friend with benefits two summers ago, then that turned into a fucked up relationship which then transformed into miserable breakup...well, hopefully you've learned something from the experience at any rate