Friday Jan 06, 2006

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wow! i have been soooo blind and stupid lately.. all this fucking heartache lately and it has all been self inflicted wholey shit am i fuckin stupid...

so chick i've been talkin about n going through all this drama with.. get this.. we were just friends with benefits and i thought it was more.. yes it's safe to be like HAHA! caue that's how i am right now.. what the fuck was i thinkin... all i had to do is be cool and chill like normal n i was gettin steady booty what the fuck was i on?!?!!

i finally have this epiphany of course when it's basicly too late n i spill my guts like a pimple faced geek talkin to head cheer leader and expecting some feelings to be there...

we just got really cool n comfy with each other really really fuckin quick n it threw my head all in a loop

blahhhh stupid stupid boy..

but yeahhhh so i'm "single" again hehe not that i was ever not.. i thought i wasnt.. what a fuckin mess i cant believe i was that blind...

but life is back to normal once i see if our friendship can come out of this then there will be no drama and happy times can continue
ember:
I'm glad you enjoy DAH!...I just beat it today, quite unexpectedly. I wish I'd known I was on the last level when I had my cheat codes enabled, it made it super easy and it wasn't much fun at all.

I've found that the friends with benefits thing doesn't work too well...I had a friend with benefits two summers ago, then that turned into a fucked up relationship which then transformed into miserable breakup...well, hopefully you've learned something from the experience at any rate
blackbirdy:
aww..I hope everything works out...friends with benefits doesn't work real well, like Ember said. Feelings always get in the way!

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