cyanide81

meh.

i dont know what to do. i havent officially been diagnosed with any of these, but i am sure that i suffer from social anxiety/phobia, ADD, depression, and im a hypochondriac on top of it which is just the icing on the cake.

i dont want to go on meds, because i know they dont help most people, and im not a big drinker,...
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why?

oooohhhhh. i am in pain.

lol, not bad, just really sore from yesterday.

Yesterday was the Warped Tour. Such a good time. Although since i hurt my knees last year, i cant go into the crowds and the mosh pit anymore. really sucks.

but i still had a good time as usual. got to see a lot of really great bands. Finally got to see...
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3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped
3 more days till Warped

yesterday was the most boring day of work i think i have ever had. kinda painful too, but i'll get into that later.

i had to go to this customer service seminar. not as a punishment or anything, but it may as well have been.

the damn thing was 8 freaking hours long. 8 hours of sitting in a room, listening to a lady talk...
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meh. i have the worst luck, and experiences dealing with women romantically.

this girl i used to go out with calls me up out of the blue the other day, so i call her back. she says she just wanted to see how i was doing. so i got a little optimistic, that maybe something good will happen for a change.

we talked for about...
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nothing much going on here. just work, work, and more work. they changed my days off again, which is getting kinda old. heres a recap:

originally they were tues and wed.
then they were sat and sun
then wed and thurs
then wed and friday
and next week.... back to tuesday wednesday.

im not really all the picky on my days off, but when they...
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