Tuesday Sep 13, 2005

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To everyone,

It's been along time since I updated my journal and actually stayed an active member. First of all I have gotten a new job, got dumped by my girlfriend, almost got my Ex Fiance pregnant, fucked my car over TWICE, and managed to start talking to my mom again.

The positive side I am still alive and no cutting which I could...
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cyanide81:

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Stupidest most annoying thing ever. Munn would have had a much better take on her camel toe lyrics.


cyanide81:

sure.


also. almost 7 years for this blog is enough. New one?

Sunday May 15, 2005

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what up kidz...I got some good and some bad news. First the good news I droppped one of my girls so hopefully I will be able to deal with the other one better (fingers crossed). Now the bad news I ended my almost two month run of no cutting last night, but its ok...my arms aren't bad at all I think what...
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mooncalf2:

Happy Birthday!! kiss

[Edited on Sep 03, 2005 11:56AM]

sharona1881:

happy birthday cutie! kiss

Sunday May 01, 2005

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hey guys, its been along fucking since I have been active so I am choosing tonight to come out and be more proactive in my attempts in my life. I am happy to announce that it has been over a month since my last cutting episode. And also am not drinking as much which in some cases has been good, but I realizing life is...
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niobe:

You don't seem as happy as I do. frown

niobe:

kiss

Wednesday Feb 09, 2005

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clearlii:

Happy Valentine's Day!
love kiss confused

superscott:

VENUE:

Dave and Busters Duh
4821 MILLS CIRCLE
Ontario CA 91758
USA
DETAILS:

Well we're all going to hang out.

Make fun of people, meet new people, probably make fun of some more people, you know the normal.

I dont know where we are going to meet.
MAKE SURE YOU READ THE RULES OF THIS PLACE.
If you're under 21 make sure meet up with somebody over 25. I dont want anybody getting left outside cause they are youngins.

w00t - Invite EVERYBODY!

Saturday Jan 15, 2005

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What's up guys,

Its been a while but I got to uipdate the masses...
My whole cutting issue is still alive well but I am dealing the best way I know how.
Also my holidays were ok at best mostly worked and tried not to get too fucked up but I did get a few new pics of me drunk w/ the family. The...
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cyanide81:

you're gonna have to be more specific. what problem are you having with the zip file?

cyanide81:

hey man, can u do me a favor? u know that list of movies you made that i should see? can u send it to emopunk1981x@yahoo.com? thanks

Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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odetoviolence:

good coping mechanism...but there are better

mshell:

are you cutting yourself over a bitch fuck her there are to many out there i once did alot of dumb ass shit to myself over a boy i onced loved he fucked me over so bad well anyways it may look as if no one gives a shit but look harder cause there are and they are closer then you think and the ones you think are your friend are the ones that turn there back on you it will all come out in the end i learned the hard way if you ever need to talk i see alote do care just ask we all would be happy to help rite guys wink : smile smile smile smile smile kiss kiss kiss kiss and turn that frown upside down

Friday Dec 03, 2004

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Hey guys...Finally I got away from my shitty ass job for a week and half hells fucking yeah. I've spent the last three nights and days drunk, spun out and "other" things. But I feel that my high is finally ending for now...no need to fear cause I will be going bar hoping in a couple hours, end up drinking to much...
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faye:

Hi, I just wanted to thank you so very much for the comment that you left me about my set. kiss

karalynn:

Aww thanks blush

Saturday Nov 27, 2004

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Damm can't wait four more days till my fucking vacation. Let me tell I wait I am going to fucking nuts on tuesday night. Vegas, LA, SD and Mexico all in a week and half. Fuck I just blew a load in my pants just thinking about it...j/k.

Tomorrow night have alittle fun my Liz then later get drunk with Rosie and...
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cyanide81:

surreal

sharona1881:

eh, im a girl with a crush on the lead singer, and im a big fan of emo in general... smile

Sunday Nov 07, 2004

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I just got some bad news my friends band just broke up and they are playing there last show on the 19th. It figures they finally start playing bigger shows and getting really good and they fucking end it. Anyways its fucked up.

But I do have some good news I am finally over my ex girlfriend and trying to hook with this one new...
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cyanide81:

hey, log on to yahoo messenger..

cyanide81:

nevermind, i guess i just missed you... anyways, i wonder if you knew about this:



this is the one im getting

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Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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like life couldn't get anymore fucked up.
I just got the flu and I'm lying sick in bed.
But unlike last week I not puking cause I not drunk
but I still feel fucked from all the meds I'm on
Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow...Burris
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clearlii:

thanks for the advice... and so sorry you're feeling the shitty kinda way...

Here's some love for you... just add broth:
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cyanide81:

for no apparent reason... heres a pirate ARRR!!!