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cyanide81

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Sunday Jun 19, 2005

Jun 19, 2005
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meh. i have the worst luck, and experiences dealing with women romantically.

this girl i used to go out with calls me up out of the blue the other day, so i call her back. she says she just wanted to see how i was doing. so i got a little optimistic, that maybe something good will happen for a change.

we talked for about 20 minutes, and almost the entire conversation was about her new boyfriend. i dont think she did it to rub it in my face, she isnt like that. she just doesnt seem to think about how what she says makes other people feel.

thats why i stopped going out with her in the first place. i took her out to dinner on her birthday, then parked by a lake under the moon afterwards. romantic, no?

no. she ends up telling me stories about her ex.

what. the. fuck!?

and this other girl i like at work, the one with the kids, she keeps telling me about how shes gonna get rid of her current boyfriend.

"oh this week he'll be gone. next week he'll be gone. next tuesday he's leaving"

this has been going on for almost 3 months now.

i'm over it.

blackeyed

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random pic of the moment:

in honor of my friend Burris's account expiring, here's a pic of him on my front lawn pretending to be white trash. even though he clearly isnt white.



note the fishing pole, and the propeller on the grass
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
luckystar:
thanks for the bday wishes kiss
Jun 23, 2005
sarahjane:
kiss
Jun 24, 2005

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