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Dreaded Love

Jul 29, 2014
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-some days i wanna hold you for the rest of my life-
-others i just wanna kill you-
-today was one of the kill days-
-the time for me to put my plan into action-
-you arrive in a short, purple dress-
-you go to kiss me, and i accept-
-all the better for you not to know yet-
-we eat dinner, talking about nothing-
-i offer to drive you home-
-you are extremely tired, so you oblige-
-you fall asleep and do not notice that i am not taking you home-
-we arrive at the underground warehouse-
-i carry you, telling you that i will tuck you in-
-you grab onto my neck-
-i lay you on the table and tie you down-
-i pierce the knife into your chest-
-the start of a carving above your heart-
-you wake, horrified, but unable to scream-
-the shock has left you petrified-
-i carefully pull your heart out and show it to you-
-it is still beating, fast yet softly-
-you start to beg for mercy, to let you go-
-i chuckle and apply some pressure to your burden-
-screams ensue again-
-i puncture it, and you quickly fade-
-a look of horror is frozen onto your face-

~i wake up, unable to move~
~sleep paralysis has taken hold of me~
~i try to move, but it is in vain~
~the attempt to shut my eyes is too late~
~a woman with her abdomen torn away appears on me~
~her teeth are dagger like~
~she pulls a dagger out~
~i can not look away~
~she starts slashing away~
~my body being ripped to shreds~
~i am only able to watch in horror as i am ripped to nothing~

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