-i woke up screaming your name-
-you look concerned, considering this was the fifth time i woke yelling-
-i tell you i am okay, but you do not believe it-
-i get up, attempting to clear my head-
-i stand on the balcony and smoke a cigarette-
-a sharp pain shoots through my back-
-i reach around to comfort it, but there is something in my way-
-as i pull out the knife, another goes through my neck-
-no longer able to breathe, i turn around to see you-
-you have our child, and she is covered in my blood-
-you have another knife, which you shove through my chest-
-i am pushed off the balcony, forever falling into nothing-
-i wake up screaming your name, yet again-
