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May 25, 2018
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At your SO and wondered, 'how did I get so damn lucky?' Then think 'oh shit, they are so fucking sexy, I better step up my game lest I lose them'. Me. That's me. My boyfriend sent me a selfie yesterday, which he usually doesn't, and he looked SO DAMN HOT and I got all warm and fuzzy. Then my immediate thought following was pure insecure terror. I instantly felt like I needed to do some crunches and pull-ups to get my flabby self in shape, not just because he works out like 6 days a week and is buff, but because I feel like much more attractive ladies will try to snag him up. I trust him fully but, to use new vernacular, there are thirsty bitches out there 😂😓

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glass42:
There are always other people (who are always also imperfect) out there.  For reasons which you you may or may not understand, and which likely go far beyond the physical imperfections you mentioned, he has chosen you.   Overthinking can be a great path to self doubt and sadness. Sure, if you want to do things, physical or otherwise, to improve yourself, go for it.  But, don't do those things out of fear.  Have the courage to see that he is drawn to you for the positives you already have.  If you want to do something to improve yourself, do it as a gift, as a celebration.  Then, it really is an improvement regardless of the other person.  If you're just doing it as a sort of "insurance" you're doing it for the wrong motivation and it will make you focus on insecurities that probably don't even matter.
May 25, 2018
jaxons:
We always, ALWAYS, focus on our own shortcomings, real or perceived. (Unless you're an arrogant prick, that is.)  I firmly believe that I married way better than I deserve. I just dont tell her that, because she might believe it. 😉
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