cureelise

the news I was dreading was given to me today. I have lost the baby once again. I feel really hurt, angry, confused, depressed. I can see a self destructive stage beginning soon. How many fucking miscarriages does one have to have before they can carry to full term ??????????? the first one was at 6 1/2 mons due to a fight and getting kicked in the stomache, the second one just happened and now this one. they say it's common with PCOS, but I can get pregnant and carry to full term one of these times. which time will it be though? I'm feeling really fucking pissed off and kinda like i'm wanting to shut down for a while. my husband is going to try to get out of work early so i'm not here alone dwelling in my thoughts of sadness. many people say to wait till u have at least 3 cycles before trying again , fuck that . I'm not waiting for shit.