cureelise

There r times that I feel very shy then others I feel like getting what or who I want. I've had mixed reactions from people when I decided to just say fuck it and get what I'm after. Some people like it and others tend to shy away or freak out . Reading people can be kewl at times but at others it's a total pain in the ass bitch, and I'm like is this person kewl with what I doing or what? Like at the moment there is something that I sooo want but I don't know if i should go after it, cause I don't know what reaction I will end up with. So now I'm left sitting here wondering what to do. Should I say fuck it and go for it or should I wait and take my time ? If I wait someone else might come along and snatch up what I want then I'm left with nothing. Oh and I love making people wonder if the thing I want is a person or an object. I guess u will have to wait n see.