Being broke is definately taking a toll. I'm almost at the point of not being able to afford to work. haha. i can't afford daycare. ateast the bf still doesn't have a job so he can watch her for now. caitlin's dad hasn't called in a while which is good for her really but it sucks knowing i chose to create a life with such a jerk. she is amazing lately, constantly doing new things. yesterday i took her to Joker's (yeah only spending 4 dollars on a rainy day). She went in the maze all by herself and didn't cry a single time. i wa so proud. she played 'basketball' and won enough tickets to get a bouncy ball.