Friday Nov 21, 2003

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Every time I see her, it hurts... It hurts because all I really want to do is give her a hug, and nuzzle my face in next to her neck... Losing myself in her... But I can't. She won't let me. She'll hug me, but in the way of a friend, not the way she used to...

Love hurts, and I don't think that I can deal with it.
flux:
i'm so sorry that you have to be going through this, darlin'. loneliness is even more of a burden when you used to be full. and those hugs with that little bit missingoh God, i have felt that ache. but we can't lose ourselves now. being strong is easy to talk about, yet hard to do. i'm working on it. i hope you can, too.

as always, you know where i live. take care. be well.
the universe is unfolding as it should.
scylla:
I'm sorry it's so crappy frown It's one of the really hard things about dating, esp. in a place like this, is interacting with them every day, trying to be civil and even friends even though there's all of this awkward and hurt... I keep seeing my ex (aka sid vicious) everywhere... and he's always with the same girl. It's been a couple of months but it still hurts to see him... I tried to be friends with him for a while but realized I didn't have that kind of strength...

I hope you are able to feel comfortable around her eventually, it is a long and painful process.. but you have lots of friends to help... *hugs*

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