Been out of touch for a while...dont really know why. maybe its the mood changes.
my meds seemed to have stopped working. things have been depressing to say the least. and the insomnia makes me cry
i had a frosty today. it cheered me up. i also got an ffer for someone to photograph me. i thought that was pretty cool. i wonder if they...
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my meds seemed to have stopped working. things have been depressing to say the least. and the insomnia makes me cry
i had a frosty today. it cheered me up. i also got an ffer for someone to photograph me. i thought that was pretty cool. i wonder if they...
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well i hope everyone had a wonderful valentines day!!! 
mine was really great. i hung out with my boy all day and did romantic things lol. my life seems to be looking up.
mine was really great. i hung out with my boy all day and did romantic things lol. my life seems to be looking up.
rocket2:
awww good!!! i went to nyc for the protest this weekend. blech...read about my troubles in my journal. it sucked. how about next saturday or friday we go get some tattoos? i'de be down. i just had some more dreams about tattoos i want. 
i'm standing aside, as i watch this all fall apart... 
people
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misha9999999:
it will all be fine one day.
optic16241:
in response to your response to the "suicide boy..." thread.
i totally agree. i found it shocking that people could be so narrow minded yet portray themselves as being the opposite in their other postings etc.
i totally agree. i found it shocking that people could be so narrow minded yet portray themselves as being the opposite in their other postings etc.
the party at miss_coco's was fabulous! all my beauties were there. i didnt want to leave so early but i was feeling kinda depressed and vito was tired. i wanted to dance with everyone but atleast i danced with freyja a bit! and had wonderful conversation with wart as usual. the rubbing up against me was nice as well hehe. and it was nice to...
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noelle:
i love meeting crazy people on public transit. i have a friend who does nothing but meet crazies on the subway.
and i love the pic. you gals are hot!
and i love the pic. you gals are hot!
skryche:
Who do I give this cupcake to?
i think the veronica set woke up my heart. its finally beating right. my god that girl is amazing...i am so in love. 
so i got my camera, now i just need to fix my computer so i can load the software cause my cd-rom drive is broken i have taken about 128 pictures so far lol. i am such a camera whore.
my parents...
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so i got my camera, now i just need to fix my computer so i can load the software cause my cd-rom drive is broken
i have taken about 128 pictures so far lol. i am such a camera whore.
my parents...
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amina:
ummmmmmmmmmm buffalo or NY.....Let me think....um NEW FUCKING YORK. ha just my opinion.
neon:
girl! i better see you at miss coco's or i'll be upset.
things have kinda just been standing still. up in the air. undecided. i told him yesterday i would go back to buffalo if he wanted me to leave that bad. i dont remember him objecting...i guess no matter what he or i talk about, or work it, he is just set on it. set on not loving me more than a friend.
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so today i...
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freyja__:
let. him. go.
you're wonderful and don't need him.
things always have a way of working out when you need them to.
looks like you're off to a good start.
trying to find yourself again and whatnot.
you've got a good support group here.. myself included! feel free to call upon it at any time.
no joke.
*big strong hugs andes*
you're wonderful and don't need him.
things always have a way of working out when you need them to.
looks like you're off to a good start.
trying to find yourself again and whatnot.
you've got a good support group here.. myself included! feel free to call upon it at any time.
no joke.
*big strong hugs and
es*
seth0067:
Yeah! You go sister... feeel yourself outside of anything else but yourself. Define yourself, don't let the world or anyone in it define you. Rock and paint and shoot and...
i have been sleeping non stop for like 2 days now. the longest i have been up is myabe like 2 hours. i dont know what wrong with me. its like i just want to escape the world, and everyone is just letting me.
i hate feeling like this. i hate feeling so depressed. and everyone is so busy doing their own thing.
plus sleeping...
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i hate feeling like this. i hate feeling so depressed. and everyone is so busy doing their own thing.
plus sleeping...
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freyja__:
winter blues, baby.
hibernating like a bear.
wake up and look at all the hotties who were rubbed up against you at the last party and SMILE. there are more good times just like that in your future.
feel free to use my shoulder.
it's always there for ya.
hibernating like a bear.
wake up and look at all the hotties who were rubbed up against you at the last party and SMILE. there are more good times just like that in your future.
feel free to use my shoulder.
it's always there for ya.
charlie_stars:
if you dont cheer up i might bite you next time i see you. and i'm glad you enjoyed the show. i'm also available for barmitsvahs, marrages, and birthday parties 
just got home from an sgny party. man was it wild!!! i had soo much fun though. dancing with all the girls...naked and clothed..hehe. it was good to get to know a lot of them. freyja is so wonderful, luna's place is awsome, edea, wart, rocket and neon are such sweethearts!!!
now i am just so tired i need to pass out and dream of...
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now i am just so tired i need to pass out and dream of...
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misha9999999:
you're such a dork...hehe
bishop:
I am back....so you have you some hot ladies...what happened with your man???? Did youe problem work itself out okay?
How cool was Freyja??? I have such a crush on her....but of course in these circles that probably makes me out to be a psycho stalker or something. And since I'm only in NYC about 3 times a year I doubt I'll ever get the chance to hang with her.
How cool was Freyja??? I have such a crush on her....but of course in these circles that probably makes me out to be a psycho stalker or something. And since I'm only in NYC about 3 times a year I doubt I'll ever get the chance to hang with her.
i was gonna see darkness falls tonight. free preview and all, but we were late and i missed it. i was sooo thankful though cause i know that movie will freak the shit out of me. lol
i wanna dye my hair purple but the bleaching is such a project. plus i dont have money for it. yuck.
friday is the sgny partay. i am...
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i wanna dye my hair purple but the bleaching is such a project. plus i dont have money for it. yuck.
friday is the sgny partay. i am...
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mohollyweird:
all your face ALL Yo' face!
lol! Cutie, have fun at the gathering in Your cold cold city, get to rockin' with the SG-ers, You jjust don't know how warm they have been to me in person!
Oh, your My friend now too!
lol! Cutie, have fun at the gathering in Your cold cold city, get to rockin' with the SG-ers, You jjust don't know how warm they have been to me in person!
Oh, your My friend now too!
edea:
don't be nervous cutie we are all very nice!!!
cant wait to see you tonight!!!!
yay !!this should be a blast!!!!
cant wait to see you tonight!!!!
yay !!this should be a blast!!!!
i'm a loser baby, so why dont you kill me...
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mistersatan:
Aww, do I have to?
megaphone:
*kills beck*
I read the bell jar quite a long time ago... took me one night too , I couldn't put it down! Not something to read if you're feeling even slightly down in the dumps though.