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wow i havent been here in DAYS!! that never happens. unless i get new obsessions. like boys with boys. god i am a crazy girl with a crazy sexuality.

anyone here watch queer as folk and know about the babylon tour?

why can i only get off on two guys going at it?

my hair is all bright red now. its kinda flourescent actually cause it glows under a black light. who'd of thought hair could do that. word.

the hwole weekend i spent outside taking pictures and going on a shopping spree in the village. it was very fun. i havent had fun in a long time. yay for valium type drugs.

so i bleached my own hair. guess how that turned out...

i have cotton candy and you dont!

i have been on my computer way too long. i think it hates me. it is 11am and i still havent gone to sleep. this is beyond an addiction.

now if only i had food.

i feel change. or maybe its the new meds. the meds that make me unaware of the people around me. so i guess that is change. i hun out with people th eother night and i didnt need vito. i am going out without him tonight. meds are a godsent. there are still a lot of things i cant do. but this is a start....
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Happy St.Patricks Day everyone!!!

drink and be merry.

My mom told me yesterday that my little fish Molly died a few days ago

I cried a lot. when i was crazy ass depressed and had no friends freshman year, imy fishy was always there.

i miss him.

I am so bored and hungry. there is no one to talk to...i miss school.

vito got me peeps today that was very exciting. one of the only excitements of today. the other was Faith coming back on Angel.

and my eyebrow ring is growing out makes me wanna cry.