csilla

sorry i havent replied to any journal comments. i still love you all. and i am not dead lol. i might get to them.

i am thinking of gettin a sugar daddy though. anyone wanna take me up on the offer? i am very fun. hehe

i really have nothing to write about. i have just been getting fucked up the last few days. really productive. fathers day was kinda stupid. and i feel pointless.

blah blah blah what else is new...

i am so nervous about buffalo.

what if its not everything i am hoping it will be?

boredom sets in yet again.

going to my parents house tonight. that should be a blast and a half.

i bought a nose stud yesterday but the hole is bigger than the stud. wtf. its a standard stud. i hate shit like that.

i wish i had something more monumentous to write about. i never do anymore....

went to my sisters last chorus recital today. i cant believe she is graduating high school. it was just so weird to see all those kids that ive known for so long all grown up.

things move so slow, yet so fast at the same time. its pretty scary.

its so freaking nice out!!! like finally summerlol. vito and i might go to a barbeque today. i have never been to one in NYC. i hope he can wake his ass up and go. i have the cuttest outfit planed out. i am all giddy. i dont think i have been this excited in a long tim

josh called me yesterday...it was so good...
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i am bored out of my fucking mind and i just want to get drunk or wasted or something.

this lady tried to "save" me today. fuckin freaked me out. now i just want to sin and sin and sin.

why do i have noooooo friends in real life?!?!

went to see The Drive at CBGBS. they rock a lot. and Eva is sooo hot. god i want her. lol

then yesterday we went to the staten island mall. its so funny how far from manhattan it is. but they had a torrid there so i did crazy shopping. i got the cuttest stuff. that always makes me happy.

and kara, my ex-best friend...
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today has been extra special weird...

this whole week actually.

i just want to dissapear

i did add new pics though hehe

remember the x-files...

and to it.

I got a nose piercing!!! yay!!! check in the pictures section of my thing, maybe i'll post some hehe. it hurt like a bitch going in, but after that no pain.

i still prefer tattooes of course. just gotta save up lol. that will take like...years the way i am going now. no job, no money, no tattooes

anyone wanna donate to a cute, pierced...
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