So I got my gothic grace out there now. Took forever to edit the pics. They weren't the right size, so I resized them and now they are showing up on SG so small. It seems I can never win. Any suggestions? Well, there were like 200 shots and only a slot for 80. Basicly, a lot of really good shots never got put up....
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I am going to try this SET idea where you start off with an outfit and slowly undress. Never heard of the idea but sounds like it can be fun. I've notice that we are only allowed 10 folders, DAMN! Means that I can't organize nicely for you guys. If I really want to crank these pics out there I just might have to grouping...
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tilpacer:
YAY! New set! I hope you have fun shooting it! 
YAY! Using things for naughty purposes!
Have a great day!
YAY! Using things for naughty purposes!
Have a great day!
It is easy for some for a man to validate some random woman's "beauty" when he is not dealing with her ugly side. Any physical beauty I MAY possess, which in itself is debatable, is decreased by my bad ass side...which I actually named "shawfala". Shawfala is a real bitch and gets out occasionally in the flury of a violent hell bent hurricane. And in...
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tilpacer:
I think we all have a little Shawfala in us. Mine is called Shade. He only come to the surface in my self hating moods. I have a bunch of other guys to watch over him. I might want you to meet them.
Now I have to ask why does a man or you have to break Shawfala? Why can't it be a woman? Just asking...
My suggestion is to find as many people as you can to help you control Shawfala. Do not put the entire burdon on one person. Just my suggestion.
I hope you have a great day!
And Shawfala, you suck!
Now I have to ask why does a man or you have to break Shawfala? Why can't it be a woman? Just asking...
My suggestion is to find as many people as you can to help you control Shawfala. Do not put the entire burdon on one person. Just my suggestion.
I hope you have a great day!
And Shawfala, you suck!
ozblacke:
Wow.. I just looked through your pics.. and, wow! There is no question about the physical beauty you posses. You are SO very sexy. And I love so many of the same things that get you hot 
I had a weird dream this morning. Well basiclly...it was about a man who is the leader and 3 other people who go place to place and make people beautiful for a fee. He wanted to do that to me...but I was weary of what the fee would be. He told me he can't tell until all his work is done. I asked if I...
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tilpacer:
Wow, that is wierd. 
But luckily in realy life you are already really pretty. 
Have a great day!
But luckily in realy life you are already really pretty.
Have a great day!
caffeinemonkey:
I think your dream is telling you that you are killing yourself when you look for others to make you feel beautiful. You need to realize that you are beautiful on your own. When you reach out for validation it often cost you. Your mother is crying because this symbolizes the mother in yourself that has has unconditional love for her child. And wants you to have the same love for yourself like you love your child.
Every guy on this site will validate your beauty but you have to believe it in yourself.
Every guy on this site will validate your beauty but you have to believe it in yourself.
At the request of a friend who took the time to counteract every one of my items on my "negative" list I am now going to write a list of all my good qualities and what makes me interesting.
1) I'm educated
2) I'm intelligent
3) I'm innovative
3) I'm curious
4) I'm adventurous, and experimental
5) I'm a good lover
6) I'm detail oriented...
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1) I'm educated
2) I'm intelligent
3) I'm innovative
3) I'm curious
4) I'm adventurous, and experimental
5) I'm a good lover
6) I'm detail oriented...
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caffeinemonkey:
32) you ROCK!!!
Okay, I am going to make a negative entry here. If this isn't negative I don't know what is....
So, reasons why I suck and hate myself:
1) I take the emotion out of life with my cold analytical observations
2) I take the rational out of my irrational emotion
3) I have nasty little habits that are harder than hell to break
4) I...
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So, reasons why I suck and hate myself:
1) I take the emotion out of life with my cold analytical observations
2) I take the rational out of my irrational emotion
3) I have nasty little habits that are harder than hell to break
4) I...
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tilpacer:
Wow that is a pretty long list...
I will try to going to try to put some positive spins on some of the items:
1) That is your view on life. Just because it is analytical observations does not make it bad.
2) So you are totally irrational. Some the great people in history were like that. Eistien for one. That dude knew how to party.
3) Just because they are nasty doesn't mean you should break them. As long as they don't hurt you or the ones you love.
4) Really... That is some great blowjob skills. Seriously, I don't believe this. You just have to find the people that can make you replenish that life.
5) So what if you are impulsive. Sometimes your gut instinct is the correct.
6) I say be who you are and nobody else.
7) You can't cook, so find someone who likes to cook and bingo, instant friendship
8) Orgasims are not everything, just have fun during sex.
9) We all have those.
10) As you should. Like things about yourself. Embrace it all.
11) So was Einstien.
12) So does Steven Hawkings
13) Cool, you will read things over and over again and enjoy them each time.
14) Okay, I don't have one for this one
15) Steven Hawkings - Wheelchair... You will be in good company is all I am saying.
16) You can't be good at everything. I can't park.
17) So was Bethoven.
18) That is their problem not yours. If they can't deal with you, they are not worth it.
19) So do most people, they just don't like to amdit to it.
20) People with diabetis need insulin. You should be so lucky.
21) Again, that is their problem not yours.
22) Don't worry about your past. It is in the past. You can change the present and create your future.
23) Okay... I don't have one here
24) So do most people. Like winning the lottery, or flying without wings. Focus on the goal that you can achieve.
25) Nothing for this one... but don't hate yourself.
26) We all want that touch too. You are not alone.
27) So what, you are still beautiful on the inside.
28) Again so what. Sleep is good for the body and mind. Get it when you can.
29) The negative thoughts make us sure we are not out of touch with reality. But then again always having negative thoughts do the same thing.
30) Yes you can. Your baby will always love you. As long as you always love him.
31) Yeah, so don't be like them. Love something, someone. And I am sure they are proud of you on some level
Okay... enough preaching.
Do me a favor. Write a list just as long with your good qualities. Do it now so that you don't forget.
I hope you get out of this funk. Cute sad girls make me sad.
Have a great day!
I will try to going to try to put some positive spins on some of the items:
1) That is your view on life. Just because it is analytical observations does not make it bad.
2) So you are totally irrational. Some the great people in history were like that. Eistien for one. That dude knew how to party.
3) Just because they are nasty doesn't mean you should break them. As long as they don't hurt you or the ones you love.
4) Really... That is some great blowjob skills.
Seriously, I don't believe this. You just have to find the people that can make you replenish that life.
5) So what if you are impulsive. Sometimes your gut instinct is the correct.
6) I say be who you are and nobody else.
7) You can't cook, so find someone who likes to cook and bingo, instant friendship
8) Orgasims are not everything, just have fun during sex.
9) We all have those.
10) As you should. Like things about yourself. Embrace it all.
11) So was Einstien.
12) So does Steven Hawkings
13) Cool, you will read things over and over again and enjoy them each time.
14) Okay, I don't have one for this one
15) Steven Hawkings - Wheelchair... You will be in good company is all I am saying.
16) You can't be good at everything. I can't park.
17) So was Bethoven.
18) That is their problem not yours. If they can't deal with you, they are not worth it.
19) So do most people, they just don't like to amdit to it.
20) People with diabetis need insulin. You should be so lucky.
21) Again, that is their problem not yours.
22) Don't worry about your past. It is in the past. You can change the present and create your future.
23) Okay... I don't have one here
24) So do most people. Like winning the lottery, or flying without wings. Focus on the goal that you can achieve.
25) Nothing for this one... but don't hate yourself.
26) We all want that touch too. You are not alone.
27) So what, you are still beautiful on the inside.
28) Again so what. Sleep is good for the body and mind. Get it when you can.
29) The negative thoughts make us sure we are not out of touch with reality. But then again always having negative thoughts do the same thing.
30) Yes you can. Your baby will always love you. As long as you always love him.
31) Yeah, so don't be like them. Love something, someone. And I am sure they are proud of you on some level
Okay... enough preaching.
Do me a favor. Write a list just as long with your good qualities. Do it now so that you don't forget.
I hope you get out of this funk. Cute sad girls make me sad.
Have a great day!
caffeinemonkey:
Sweet heart... you are making me sad. You are a wonderful person.
We love you!
We love you!
I had a weird dream today. I was going to school. But it was a school I've never been to. So anyway, I am walking up towards it and a guy whom I just started talking to is also going to the school. It confuses me because I know that he lives far away. He says to me "meet me after school if you have...
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caffeinemonkey:
Wow! That is an intense dream. I rarely remember my dreams.
shadeofgrey:
Your dream penis is infectious. hehe
Casandra
2/28/06
The words bang in my ears
The memories stab my heart
Like daggers sharpened by fears
My fragile soul is ripped apart
Words of white lies
Intentions are true
Omittence and vague I despise
Especially when I see through
Words of failure fall deaftly
If you can handle her
Than you can handle me
But you were wrong to infer
How can you...
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2/28/06
The words bang in my ears
The memories stab my heart
Like daggers sharpened by fears
My fragile soul is ripped apart
Words of white lies
Intentions are true
Omittence and vague I despise
Especially when I see through
Words of failure fall deaftly
If you can handle her
Than you can handle me
But you were wrong to infer
How can you...
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tilpacer:
Awww... sooo sad.
I hope the poem isn't a reflection of your current state. Because cute sad girls make me sad.
Well, I hope you have a great day today!
I hope the poem isn't a reflection of your current state. Because cute sad girls make me sad.
Well, I hope you have a great day today!
shadeofgrey:
Yay for cute girls! 
Don't sweat the morons of the world, if we didn't have them, how empty would our cemetaries be?
Don't sweat the morons of the world, if we didn't have them, how empty would our cemetaries be?
Okay, going to add a lot of poetry because I am an emotional wreck that likes to write poetry of pain, suffering, vengence, spite, seduction, and pink fluffy clouds.
A Beggars Creed (pretty much always getting dump)
4-29-01
Love seeker falling deeper into my eyes
Protect your sanity with all of your tries
We are meant to be written in tears
Hold my hand instead...
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A Beggars Creed (pretty much always getting dump)
4-29-01
Love seeker falling deeper into my eyes
Protect your sanity with all of your tries
We are meant to be written in tears
Hold my hand instead...
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tilpacer:
Ummmm... To tell you the truth, I wouldn't know a good poem it is hit me in the face. I shouldn't comment on your works, because I don't know anything.
Have a great day!
Have a great day!
caffeinemonkey:
Happy Mardi Gras!
Here are some beads... Feel free to flash!
Here are some beads... Feel free to flash!
Man I ate too much. Ouch. Well, you can't really put a price on a good meal. I never had issue with overspending when it came down to food. My son is very exhausting. I have a hard time working with him sometimes. He is autistic so I will explain exactly what that means. He has delayed speach, which fusterates him as well as everyone...
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tilpacer:
Can I say that your ex-husband is a jerk. How could he leave you and your son just because his son is more than one hand full? God damn, why do people quit when things get too hard? Why don't they learn to fight harder to deal with it? Sorry... I had to rant there.
You have my total sympathy... I will remember this story next time I see a kid acting like a brat in public and single parent trying to settle the child down. I might even help out.
I hope you have a great day today.
You have my total sympathy... I will remember this story next time I see a kid acting like a brat in public and single parent trying to settle the child down. I might even help out.
I hope you have a great day today.
caffeinemonkey:
Thanks for sharing your story. It sounds like you are very good mother and your son is lucky to have someone like you. It is unfortuate that your husband would leave his own flesh and blood. I do not want to pretend I know what it is like to raise a child with disablities. But I can't imagine leaving my wife and kid because of the disablities. The short of it is, you are a good person. You recognize the frustrations and roll with the punches. Most of us would not be able to do that. You inspire me to be a better person!
Hang in there with the meds. I am on meds for OCD and it has made all the difference in the world. My doctor keeps asking me if I want to "ween" off them and I refuse. I don't every want to go back to pre-meds.
I am happy that you got a great meal. I LOVE food. Especially GOOD food.
Yummy!!!
Hang in there with the meds. I am on meds for OCD and it has made all the difference in the world. My doctor keeps asking me if I want to "ween" off them and I refuse. I don't every want to go back to pre-meds.
I am happy that you got a great meal. I LOVE food. Especially GOOD food.
Yummy!!!
As far as the photosize thing goes, if you have Photoshop or some other similar photo editing program, you can cut down a lot of the file size by saving the pictures at a lower quality.
I look forward to seeing more pictures!