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crystalblaze

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Okay, going to add a lot of poetry because I am an emotional wreck that likes to write poetry of pain, suffering, vengence, spite, seduction, and pink fluffy clouds.

A Beggars Creed (pretty much always getting dump)
4-29-01

Love seeker falling deeper into my eyes
Protect your sanity with all of your tries

We are meant to be written in tears
Hold my hand instead of your fears

Lay with me stroking my hair
Drifting into my blue eyes you stare

This is good you assured me long ago
It echoes now that I lost my glow

I am not doomed you know it well
Though my home life isnt swell

Give me time dont rush though you hurt
I felt it all my life, my face in the dirt

Dont give up I beg as others had
You dont know what you could add

I push you away and pull you back
But thats what my emotions do when they stack

This poem doesnt end here with a last word
It keeps going on every time this occurs


All Hallows Eve (about the romantic allure)
8-7-01

Such phenomenon is this all-Hallows eve
As you can imagine long ago what pagans believe

Catch a broomstick and off we go through time
Around stone hedge a celebration to chime

Ancient ceremonies around fires burning bright
Mysticism in the air, can you feel the fright?

Off to the pyramids in times of forgotten words
Mummification such a process to be transferred

Dont forget death creeping around every corner
After all isnt this our fear to be a mourner?

Join the witch-hunts when persecution ran high
Careful you were once them ready to crucify

But not tonight you fly onward chasing the romanticism
For you search the true meaning behind the symbolism

Go forth to the pumpkin tree it grins for you
Holding the expressions of souls past their due

Gravestones mark their place within this world
Guarded by camouflage black cats all curled

Ask the key holder to the underworld door
There he holds your pumpkin waiting to be more


Another Day (about the monatony of our days)
3-19-01

Another day another way
To live the life of time

Demand of society pressuring
Demand of life testing

To live in the garden of Eden
Is the dream I love teasing

Travel on the lines you find
Repeating whats left behind

Days emerge each sunrise
With begging sunset I sigh

Around the circle we go
Where we stop nobody knows

Fear tomorrow, love today
Remember yesterday with nothing to say


Breeding Season (very cynical, about blindly following)
5-9-02

Grow my seeds and germinate
Sufforcate humanitys growth
Populate vermin in thick state
Proliferate with ignorances oath

Teach my children our evil belief
Like the fathers before in cycle
Monkey see monkey do for easy relief
Train them young, keep their minds full

Breed bias, judgment, and blame
Theyre liberals, whats more to say?
Hes southern, theyre all the same
Shes not a Jew so shes okay

Label, categorize, and neatly place
All the differences in their space
Comfortably distance all the foreign
Cultivate the safe perceptions youre storen

Let the social mor of old flow
Just because your parents said
Lost in meaning long ago
Well programmed practicing whats dead


Bubbled Universe (about the world inside your mind)
11-13-01

cinnamon and sugary and softly spoken lies
youll never know just what you look like through other peoples eyes
Pepper by Butthole surfers

My thoughts are entombed within my body
Trying to escape onto this paper to you
But unable to reach you because you do not embody
My bubbled universe that I construe

Everyone outside the parameters of flesh
Are galaxies within your world
Containing planets with history to refresh
That youre the God forming judgments to be hurled

Be easy for youre the next one in line
A spectacle in everyone elses mind
Just a mere element in the scheme design
Youll never know just what youll find

What you say and feel is just film for me
I can not touch it or feel it the way you do
Only able to use my experience and what I see
To relate it toy yours trapped in what you knew

I know human pain from my own
Relating it to my life you cant hold
I see you not the way youve known
But on stage in the background untold

A sense of place is to map the universe
Understand others by knowing thy face
Each world of ours melting into verse
Overlapping our paths in time and space

What was acceptable then is outlawed now
Lenient we have become about past tradition
How loosely or strictly a definition do we allow
Proclaiming that time has changed the condition

Right and wrong, it changes every time
Determined within our own bubbled creation
Persecute those who dont share it, they are slime
For this ignorance we put ourselves in isolation

Like the chaotic destructing cosmos
We too are shaped and molded by lifes collisions
As the sky looks so different after the does
Our universe adapting, changing, healing from revisions

Misunderstand me, its okay, you go through a hurricane
Can you see the storm blowing up in my eyes
You tough it only by your experience for its in my domain
All you know is the picture I paint of my skies

Men have many times tried to conquer the globe
And didnt stop and tried to conquer the mind
Brainwashing, what an art used to probe
Break down the self so theres nothing behind

I am never wrong until I say I am
You are not right until I choose to submit
For the law rest within my exam
Manipulation is the attempt to overthrow it

You cant feel a myriad of emotion
Thats what they say, but I say I can
Every memory harbors within
One distinctly different in bran

Misunderstand me, its okay, I know why
The boundaries between us are as defined as this sheet
Yet the poetry real enough to breath words and amplify
It awaits your acceptance to be complete


Catch me if you can
4-24-03

Catch me if you can
Find and seek is the plan

I hide waiting for you
Counter me and I flew

What it is you do not know
My self-esteem ran so low

I hide from the truth unveiled
Running away from all I failed

Seek me out and succeed
Or leave me here to bleed

Pay a price to know me
Or just contend to let me be

Underneath I wait for you
To tell me that you are thru

You ask for it if you are not
For then it is I you have caught


Cry for Freedom (about my past)
12-16-99

Cant take much more
Been battered
Splattered

Moms got more in store
Knocked
Clocked

I will not forget
Kicked
Flicked

Why do I let?
Pulled
Ruled

Punched until bled
Bruised
Loosed

Want to run away instead
Strayed
Mislaid

My heart now aches
I plea
To be free

There are too many mistakes
Pain
Restrain

Help me fight back
Confused
Refused

To let this stack
Anger
Danger

I need a path
Silence
Reliance

Go against the wrath
Scarred
Barred

Must she go away?
Hope
Cope

To make her okay
Pray
Stay

Till when can I live?
Death



Dagan (my son)
4-21-03

Sleeping to the rhythm of my heartbeat
Rocking to the sway of my pace
I sheltered you into this world
Making a way for your place

Angel eyes closed tightly shut
Dreaming sweet love to stay
Innocence prevail in his passive face
Curled tiny fingers needing me lay

The youthful view of life lays in his laugh
Soft scent of mother comforts him giddy
Soothing rhythms of my heartbeats
Lullaby him in his world of simplicity

I see his tears in every raindrop
In the suns rays his smile shine
Caressing hugs wrap me in warm summer breezes
His voice calls in the rustle of leaves divine

He dances for me in the flickering flame
Feeling his breath on the back of my neck
Watches me in the waters reflections
Kisses me in the mist with a peck

You see him run in the babbling brook
Hiding within the recesses of shadows
Plays with my hair in the kicking wind
In everything it is he who shows

I loved you before I saw you
I sought you out before you existed
Seeing your face in every childs
In everything I feel you, see you, hold you explicit



Daydreams
4-7-03

in my daydreams I am everything
in my day streams I am nothing
movie magic gives me my illusions
while facing life's toughest conclusions
filling my mind with sweet pollutions

battle foes winning a hero image
I wish for a stronger better body
I wish for no kryptonite folly
seeking life more surreal than filmage

my lovers are protected by me
my lovers are beckoned by me
mesmorized by my tremendous powers
mysteriousness abounds every key


Dreams Fabric (seduction theme)
5-1-02

Soothing words I softly spoon
Come here to listen and stand
Hushing winds carry my tune
Throughout the dark covered land

Dance you, sing you, trance you in
Follow me into my enchantment
Take my glittery hand my kin
Your dreams are what I ferment

Follow the sweet sirens song
Inhale its fragrance breezing by
Born to royalty where you belong
Let me show where your palace lie

Touch my vibrant glowing skin
I consume my seduced prey
Lovely game I play and win
Wrapped in dreams fabric youll stay



Eve of Extinction (evaluating humanity)

Strongest survives in nature
If you ever fight a bear
Youll find that youre weak
So what makes us strong?

The most intelligent survives
Take the man away from the pack
Youll find that youre dumb
So what makes us intelligent?

In numbers then we survive
Every man has the pack
Every pack has the man
Until the pack causes wars

Technology wins the wars
Fights the bear in our weakness
Gives us the intelligence of others
Saving lives is its science

Ever hear of the atomic bomb
Blind your eyes to its horrors
Invented for another energy supply
Seized by the leaders of our pack

Knowledge increases in different domains
Perversion, destruction, morality
Shifting from one form to another
Same self-destructive human traits

Be realistic not pessimistic
Our strength, intelligence, numbers technology
Hasnt changed in proportion
Children playing with bigger toys

Cloning, gene manipulation, abortion
Surrogacy, hacking, animal testing
Identity fraud, credit cards, pollution
Engineering our own exticntion


Tell me which peoms were your favorites and why? What imagry or message did you like? Was it the way it sounded? or a particular ryhming scheme I used? What else could I have added to the poem? What other points of view are there? How could I have improved the message, imagry, or poem? There is much more to follow this set. Look out for others. I have over 200 poems all together, many which have been published and won awards and scholarships.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
tilpacer:
Ummmm... To tell you the truth, I wouldn't know a good poem it is hit me in the face. I shouldn't comment on your works, because I don't know anything.

Have a great day! biggrin
Feb 23, 2006
caffeinemonkey:
Happy Mardi Gras!
Here are some beads... Feel free to flash!
Feb 28, 2006

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