cruxix

You know you reach a point where it doesn't matter anymore. Where all you want is someone to hold in your arms. The infinite fires of damnation would be nearly as good. anything to save me from the purgatory of apathy that has overtaken my will to even try. My soul is flaccid. I cant even find a reason to move. Even after all the...
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I have been AFK way too long.. Might hang out longer this time. I also might go 30 whole days without getting on an airplane. that hasnt happened in 4 years. Kinda scary...

So let me ask you this.... How do I find the woman who is right for me.. not just for tonight?

How do i find the woman that makes me want to challenge myself to be more so i can impress her?

How do i find the woman who knows something so much better than I that I have no choice but to buckle down...
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I really want to get a tattoo but I am yet to find anything that I feel that I

1. Want on my body for the rest of my life..
2. Have earned the right to actually put on my body..

I would love to get some kanji or some script but I don't feel right about it if I don't even know how to...
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OK the rain finally showed up and brought a tornado warning along with it. LOVE IT!!!!!

Seriously... wheres my damn rain? I was promised 2-3 inches and I see nothing... LAME....

So I hate the color on the walls in my bedroom...I haven't decided what color I want to go with but I think i will spend the rest of the day replacing the 70s with primer.

Dragoncon starts tonight... Might go... if nothing else there will be lots of old friends from work getting drunk as shit there..

Ugg..I really should have done more work today but I woke up feeling like shit...


Conference call with the new guy...seems friendly and capable...
Two more calls I don't eve remember...
Skipped troubleshooting mutually authenticated SSL issue with the C# monkey....

Random shit I bought today rather than do work:

A seam ripper..
Yoga mat...
A chicken and some potatoes... I spent more time cooking...
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