crestfallen

In my usual "thinking too much" ways, I've overlooked some very important issues that I could have been writing about:

1. I met the woman I'm gonna marry someday.
2. I've invented a massage technique---it's been tested, and, it
works! (queries can be sought through my "scarlet woman")
3 I've recently learned the name ov a beautiful angel...Behold! I
give you- "Alena" (the world is not ready for her yet)
4 I'm beginning a career I love. Healing, and being healed.
5 I'm coming upon a date soon...an important date, signifying
the greatest change I've ever undertaken.A metamorphosis:
"AIN"....to "AIN SOPH AUR" ....(and it feels fucking good)
6 I worry, and fuss alot more than I should...right now I have more
than I ever thought I deserved. I have more to look forward to
than the imagination can even fathom. (thank you, ma cherie')
...our sedona's not far away.