Long frustrating day.  I awoke(unfortunately) again to hopes of a day full of pleasurable human interaction. Instead, I experienced needy(lazy), ignorant, and ungrateful creatures that somehow found their way into my life.  I seem to be a magnet for people who smoke cigarettes without EVER buying any.  Why should they?  It's ONLY a cigarette, right?  Except, it's only a cigarette to each of the ten people that ask every morning.  AND.....That's ten different times to get some kind of ignorant comment from whoever I just denied!  But okay, that's alright.  I'd be much more nuerotic than I am if I really cared about cigarettes.  Or the ignorant comments I get.  And I DO get them.  But I think from now on, if someone (other than a friend) asks for a cigarette, I'll respond with a question of my own, like, "can I HAVE a blowjob?"  or  "Are you ALWAYS so needy, or is it just with COMPLETE strangers?"   he heh heh   (if only I were joking.....)
    
  
      odette:
      
      
      
    
  you know, if you just quit smoking you wouldnt have this problem  
 
 
 
      abyssia:
      
      
      
    
  my pithy reply was sucked into the vortex of "Timmy"   
 
