cree

You touched me
and it got all over you.
You spread your fingers apart,
cause you didn't want it on your sheets.
But you said, "It's ok."
"But, it's embarrassing."
You get mad because we've
done the girl/boy thing for a year,
and I should be comfortable.
Comfortable enough to bleed
all over your sheets.

Fuck you...
It's embarrassing.

Maybe I should be comfortable.
If...
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I had the oddest dream... For you that read my journal (livejournal) a few months ago that's no suprise.
I was living in the suburb. It was so surreal. Alot of the girls I went to high school with were living there too. SNL was filming there for New Years, but not in a studio, but in the street. Everyone was invited and told to...
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I was never there: a love story

A small smile. A half-grin. I have a secret. Sitting on the bus, I look out the grimy window. The shame gives me such pleasure; I cross and re-cross my legs. It's dirty and cruel and small and cheap. But, it is something.
I hate him and he hates me. We punish each other. We never make eye...
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My tat looks like SHIT! Omg they get so ugly after a while. But it's cool. Its going to look soooo purty. I didnt think the colors would show up on me well. I figured it would be like coloring on brown construction paper. I'm ready for another one...

I've been drawing catgirls all week. Im so obsessed. It's catgirl-thrax 2002. I really want to...
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I got my tattoo today! It's so gorgeous. It's a tribal sacred heart with flames for wings on my right forarm. The colors came out so nice. Hurt less than I thought it was but, it hurt like fuck, but it was free. ^_^
Mmmm still smells like green soap.
Now I want more.
Maybe the SG logo.
And spots...I want leopard spots.
Then I...
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Ok, maybe I better use this journal anyway. If people even read this, I don't think they want to bother with a whole 'nother website, so screw it. I'll write in both. But for future reference the Livejournal is the extented version ^_^

Anypoo, I FINALLY made an appointment for Chris to give me a tattoo. Of course I've have some of my tats already...
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For the love of Pete, go here and read all my crap------------> http://www.livejournal.com/users/hypocrit/