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so i have refused to update this thing, but it's here for me now anyway. when i need the anonymous internet shoulder to cry on. no to crying! yes to crying! yes yes yes! i fucking need the salt on my lips, the red in my eyes and the wet pillow. it's delicious.

new boyfriends soon mean ex boyfriends, and only now do i finally recognize my very high standards for a lover. for a partner. this previous one was not good enough. neither were the last few. i have been a heartbreaker, and what can i say, i'm not gonna put up with a guy who is not completely mysteriously poignantly gut wrenchingly painfully sharply beautiful. i have tried the average. i am a bitch for calling them so. even the foreign ones i indulged in. but now, no more. not until i find the painfully good one. so i set too high a goal. fuck it. i have faith.

as for this site, what a pleasure it is to roam through the gorgeousness, and to be able to read these girls' words. better than anonymous porn. it's not even porn. that's pretty cool.