creamsaver

Hmmmm....
I'm feeling a little depressed and I just keep sinking deeper and deeper....
Saturday was the one year anniversary of my grandmother's passing. she was the only grandma I knew growing up, she was one of my favorite people, and she was the first person I have ever lost in my life that meant something to me. I called my grandpa and talked to him Saturday night, and calling up there made me feel better but at the same time it brought back memories. I feel even worse cause I never go up there anymore cause of the memories....
Then other shit happens...work, personal... I just keep sinking...

But gotta put on the happy face and hope it helps, I know it will get better....after i finally let myself go and have my depressed cry to release it all...