Nothing like a little glass of champagne (er, sparkling wine) after a long day of dealing with people. A few marashino cherries in the bottom and you've practically got a meal! 
As I get older, I realize that the themes of my dreams are recurrent. Sometimes it's even the same dream with a couple of new twists added in. The last few nights I've had some of these dreams - very vivid and very emotional. I would give my left ear to know how to interpret these dreams and learn from them what I need. I...
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I've been doing some deep thinking today. I am still struggling with forgiving myself for things I've done. What has happened in the past sticks with me for a long time. I replay the episodes over in my head, knowing that I can't change the past but regretting that they turned out the way they did (whether or not it was my doing). Stupid nonsense...
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terranwanderer:
Do you also have a lot of anxiety over the future? I've been thinking about this issue a lot lately, and I've come to think that we introverts spend so much time inside our own minds that the lines between past, present, and future begin to blur, and it makes past failures or embarrassments much more immediate and painful. For me, it also works with fear of future problems--fear of failing or letting somebody down, fear of doing something wrong, that kind of thing.
I'm not Buddhist, but I've been reading some of Brad Warner's stuff on this sight lately, and I've rather enjoyed the Buddhist view (or at least Brad's view) on reality of the moment--the idea of becoming in touch with the here and now and the reality of it, as opposed with the past or future which really doesn't exist for us except in our own minds. Interesting stuff.
I'm not Buddhist, but I've been reading some of Brad Warner's stuff on this sight lately, and I've rather enjoyed the Buddhist view (or at least Brad's view) on reality of the moment--the idea of becoming in touch with the here and now and the reality of it, as opposed with the past or future which really doesn't exist for us except in our own minds. Interesting stuff.
I had a dream about the ex last night...in a way, it was frustrating. He apologized and made amends for all the horrible things he said. Of course, this is what my mind wants to hear, but I know I'll never hear it from him. On the other hand, the dream was a relief, a way of my psyche to deal with the end of...
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It is a beautiful day outside. The sun is shining and the birds are singing. Each day I wake up in Colorado, I knew I made the right move. The rest will come together over time.
Yes indeed. I am back. It feels a bit odd, I must admit. Life has changed so much in the last year. I am an entirely different person it seems. But much improved. Here's to making some friends, locally and online, as well as seeing some beautiful ladies daily.
lazarusisdead:
I really like your glasses!! 
crazygrrl:
Well, thank you...I have a few different kinds, but those are my favorite.
A moment of silence please while I wallow in self-pity and mourn the loss of self-esteem...
Thank you for participating.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Oh dear, and I was so hoping you could point the way back to the trail I seem to have lost my way...
mistressmissy:
awee
but i still love you hun
but i still love you hun
*insert witty statement here*
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mistressmissy:
hey sweetie. thanx for letting me know you're going but you have a season pass. your husband coming to? if so i need his name for top secret stuff.
heathermaxine:
your pig is especially handsome.
It's only 10:30 pm and I'm exhausted. Would it be lame if I went to sleep right now? I can't think of anything I'd rather do besides being warm and cozy in my bed, listening to the rain patter against the roof with a warm, fuzzy kitten curled up on my chest.
Man, you know you're getting old when you can't stay up until Letterman...
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Man, you know you're getting old when you can't stay up until Letterman...
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mindless:
You aren't getting old, just tired. I love sleep. Absolutey adore it. So nothing wrong with that. And warm fuzzy kittens are good too.
stacie:
ooh.. ive got a super special blankie.. it is an atlanta falcons blankie (i love my grandma.. she got it because it was red and black.. because i dont watch football.) and it is super soft and comfy, and it is pooper cats favorite blankie.. so, that, the 6 cats, my lover pillow, and uh.. an extra litter box. *nods*
packed
packed
Just remember, things could always be worse...
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holdensolo:
"I've got a bad feeling about this..."
astrokreep23:
Oh god, how things could have been worse doesn't merit thinking about... *shudders*