crazygrrl

Ooooooh, the new set with Morgan and Roxy is so hot!! I may need to run to the bedroom and grab a vibrator so I can finish looking at the rest!

Well, it's a new year and I have one resolution. No, not to loose 30 pounds (although that would be nice) or to be a nicer person to everyone around me. Those traditional resolutions are complete bullshit - they die by the end of January and everyone goes back to being fat and/or mean.

My resolution is completely selfish...I want to be kinder, supportive and...
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A close friend just emailed me about his goal for the new year - to put his life in order. He's been rethinking his views, goals and ideas of life and it definitely shows in his actions and conversations. I am happy that he's come to embrace some aspects of his life that he wasn't quite ready to deal with. We've been relying on each...
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Today is just another Saturday...laundry, cleaning, ording junk from Amazon.com with extra Christmas money.

Ah, the good things in life.

Evening update: I decided to change my profile pic for the new, improved, 100% cuter one from my Orlando trip in November. How do you like it?

A good friend called today to finally tell me she was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma and may not make it to see 2003. Of course, I've been upset and crying all day.

Things haven't been that great between us. We haven't really spoken since September or so (when she was diagnosed in the final stages) because of a stupid fight. How trivial that seems now...
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Due to the outcry against zombie agression, I have decided to burn my copy of Resident Evil and never speak of it again.

I apologize to all the zombies who frequent the SuicideGirls site.

There's a week left before Christams. Fucking yippee. Did I ever mention I hate the holidays? All that family bullshit to contend with,,,,in my mind, it's hypocrisy. my family isn't the first group of people that I'd like to spend the day with. The holidays have become all about getting stuff with them.

Thank god we have the Lord of the Rings movie to help...
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I finished Christmas shopping yesterday. It took about an hour and a half, mainly because people are complete jerks. Where's the holiday spirit? Fuck, I'd even take considerate behavior at this point. Just the sheer volume of people out and about really slowed me down. Next year, if I cant buy it on the Internet, then its not worth giving or receiving.

For those of...
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Friday at last! Two different Christmas parties to attend today. I'm really not looking forward to either. We're supposed to get a shitload of snow today. I'd rather just stay in and prance around in my pjs (again). Seems like that's all I ever want to do anymore!

Today is D-day - the dreaded biochemistry final exam.

This summarizes how I'm feeling right now:

Wish me well. I'll need every milliliter of luck I can get.

Something to look forward to: it's almost over.

Some days I forget that I don't always have to spend my time making other people happy. I can take some of the precious time I spend trying to be a people pleaser and do something that truly makes myself happy. I wish I could just stop worrying about what others think, or about how the decisions I make will make them feel. I wonder...
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I can't believe how quickly December is going. I'm still finishing my classes for the term....I have yet to buy gifts for Christmas...I haven't made any cookies...I haven't sat on Santa's lap yet...

So much to do, so little time before the holidays.