crazy88

school was fun yesterday today i have my academics so it should be a chiller. tonight i work .

i am

mad at people wasting my time effort and money
mad at people sucking me dry
mad at people for making me wake up the next day and realize that i just wasted the night before
mad at people who take advantage of other people(lately me)
mad at people who dont get it



i need to stop getting myself worked up over stupid ass shit.
i am no longer hanging with uncool preppy work at a bank or law firm ass straight laced immature drama fuck with your head women.
i said it now i have to do it.

basically last nite i was used.
this girl (x) calls me up last night saying hey whats up lets hang out tonight. i go and meet up with her and her friend. we hang drink yadda yadda. her friend gets wasted (X) leaves. her friend tells me basically that they just called me up bc they wanted to fuck with someones head. they knew that i was intrested in X and they used me bc of my kindness and the fact that i would treat for the drinks bc they know thats how i am, a good dude. they used me for laughs basically for their private jokes.

my gut told me to go, figuring it would be fun to hang out and chill even though i was no longer intrested in girl X but my mind should have figured it out. shame on me.
funny stuff huh.

i get the last laugh because they asked me to hold thier cigarettes for them at some point in the night and i still have em. two unopened packs and 3/4 of pack left.
anyone somke camel lights?