HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!
i hope everyone's was safe...mine was alright i suppose...i managed to get some sun without getting burned...now instead of reflecting the sun with my pasty paleness i will actually look a little sun kissed...i'm kind of excited...i now have tan lines...which is great because it makes my boobs look bigger
the beach wasn't too infested with out of towners which was great...i went to a barbeque earlier today and i come out in my suit...mess around in the pool with some friends and having horrific seasonal allergies had taken a benadryl earlier...so i was drowsy and a little woozy...and my friends dad goes are you going to be okay? and i said yeah i'm fine just allergic to the world....so he goes...you make me nervous...you have your belly button pierced and i said yeah i had my nose pierced too...and then he goes i saw you have tattoos i don't like that stay away from those...those aren't good [as he chain smokes his third cigarette] so i turn to him and say well i can't do anything about it now, can i?
i hate that...i'm a professional, well mannered person...and he gathers an opinion of me based on body mods...everything on my body has significance to me...i'm 19 and i'm working a job that people go to a four year college for...i worked my way up and earned everything i've gotten and suddenly i'm no good because i choose to wear my art on my skin...i got into princeton and got a partial scholarship...but i'm dumb because i haven't gone to college yet because my parents couldn't afford to send me...working two jobs i couldn't have done that alone...i've lived on my own but i have everything handed to me...i've been in a couple long term committed relationships...but i'm promiscuous....i'm just sick of it...get a grip and get a life...
anyway my birthday's sunday and i'm entering another decade...20...time's gone by so fast and so much has changed...my life is so much different now than it was a year ago...but i like change...its comorting...upheaval not so much but change i appreciate...it keeps us from being to rigid and too closed minded like the afore mentioned ass hole
anyway enough bitterness...i'm actually quite contented where i am now...even though my entire family [immediate excluded] has forgotten my birthday...screw em...i'm just a step kid to them anyway...
g'night folks...and welcome to shoobie hunting season
i hope everyone's was safe...mine was alright i suppose...i managed to get some sun without getting burned...now instead of reflecting the sun with my pasty paleness i will actually look a little sun kissed...i'm kind of excited...i now have tan lines...which is great because it makes my boobs look bigger
the beach wasn't too infested with out of towners which was great...i went to a barbeque earlier today and i come out in my suit...mess around in the pool with some friends and having horrific seasonal allergies had taken a benadryl earlier...so i was drowsy and a little woozy...and my friends dad goes are you going to be okay? and i said yeah i'm fine just allergic to the world....so he goes...you make me nervous...you have your belly button pierced and i said yeah i had my nose pierced too...and then he goes i saw you have tattoos i don't like that stay away from those...those aren't good [as he chain smokes his third cigarette] so i turn to him and say well i can't do anything about it now, can i?
i hate that...i'm a professional, well mannered person...and he gathers an opinion of me based on body mods...everything on my body has significance to me...i'm 19 and i'm working a job that people go to a four year college for...i worked my way up and earned everything i've gotten and suddenly i'm no good because i choose to wear my art on my skin...i got into princeton and got a partial scholarship...but i'm dumb because i haven't gone to college yet because my parents couldn't afford to send me...working two jobs i couldn't have done that alone...i've lived on my own but i have everything handed to me...i've been in a couple long term committed relationships...but i'm promiscuous....i'm just sick of it...get a grip and get a life...
anyway my birthday's sunday and i'm entering another decade...20...time's gone by so fast and so much has changed...my life is so much different now than it was a year ago...but i like change...its comorting...upheaval not so much but change i appreciate...it keeps us from being to rigid and too closed minded like the afore mentioned ass hole
anyway enough bitterness...i'm actually quite contented where i am now...even though my entire family [immediate excluded] has forgotten my birthday...screw em...i'm just a step kid to them anyway...
g'night folks...and welcome to shoobie hunting season
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cecilbdemented:
Happy B-day!!
painunbound:
So how was it?