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cpmower831

Rolling Meadows, Illinois

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Nov 24, 2021
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People may or may not be wondering where I’ve been. As I said a couple of weeks ago, I was in the hospital 6 weeks ago and had horrific hallucinations, nightmares, whatever. I was fine until a couple of weeks ago and they returned; with a vengeance. I really find it hard to concentrate and focus and am left totally depressed and feeling hopeless. I’ve never been like this in my life, despite some depressive episodes in my life. But this…it’s the worse time in my life. So, I will not be doing anymore Feline Friday or Sexy Sets blogs. Nor will I be posting in forums. I’ll be in and out of photosets supporting my favorite women. But, to be honest; I’m broken. I never have wanted to be medicated because of what it did to my mom and I don’t want that to happen to me.

I love you all, I’ll still check messages, though.

Chad

cpmower831


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VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
cpmower831:
@brea ty lovely one 😘
Dec 6, 2021
devill:
you’re not broken, but you need to slow down a little bit ❤️ sometimes we need it to not falling apart❤️ sending love and a big hug to you hun ❤️
Dec 14, 2021

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