Time for another jaded rant
Most of my last journal entry was utter BULL SHIT! I'm not going to change myself just because it's not right by THEIR FUCKING 
standards that I only had sex once in the past year. FUCK THEM for putting the thought in my head that I am less of a person/man because of it. I may be a tall, skinny, FREAK, but DAMN IT , if my nature makes me a freak, them I'll wear that label proudly! I like who I am when I'm not playing by their FUCKING rules. When that is recognized and I get sex, that's fine, but it's NOT the MOST FUCKING IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD! I'll be DAMNED if I have to be something I'm NOT just to place my dick somewhere wet and warn, thrust and repeat, only caring about my own FUCKING gratification. I'd rather beat off . That way there is no confusion, no ambiguities, no chance of catching some fucked up disease, only my own mess and hang-ups to deal with, and no one gets hurt. I will not ACT like I care, I WILL care. I will NOT PLAY, I WILL be who I am. To anyone that doesn't like that, deal with it or GO FUCK YOURSELVES ! That's life....
Most of my last journal entry was utter BULL SHIT!
I'm not going to change myself just because it's not right by THEIR FUCKING standards that I only had sex once in the past year. FUCK THEM for putting the thought in my head that I am less of a person/man because of it. I may be a tall, skinny, FREAK, but DAMN IT , if my nature makes me a freak, them I'll wear that label proudly! I like who I am when I'm not playing by their FUCKING rules. When that is recognized and I get sex, that's fine, but it's NOT the MOST FUCKING IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD! I'll be DAMNED if I have to be something I'm NOT just to place my dick somewhere wet and warn, thrust and repeat, only caring about my own FUCKING gratification. I'd rather beat off . That way there is no confusion, no ambiguities, no chance of catching some fucked up disease, only my own mess and hang-ups to deal with, and no one gets hurt. I will not ACT like I care, I WILL care. I will NOT PLAY, I WILL be who I am. To anyone that doesn't like that, deal with it or GO FUCK YOURSELVES ! That's life....
charlie_stars:
i said be confident not angry bro. and your right sex aint that important i should know. i've been on a self imposed celibacy program for the last 145 days straight . mostly cuase for some odd reason there is always way to much fucking drama from the girl afterwards. but another way to find scattered ass is to go overseas to someplace like korea or japan the just love skinny pale white guys over there, but becareful and always remember to wear a raincoat if you get the misfortune of being stationed over there. cuase it always rains in japan wheather it be scatered ass or actuall rain.