Feeling abit run down abit tired abit overwhelmed but otherwise good. My duties as manager at work are now in full swing. I had to fire my first employee yesterday. It wasnt as hard as I thought it would be, maybe it was just that the dude didnt really care cause he put little resistance. other than work life, i have been feeling kindof alone. Does anyone else get this way. I mean like I am around people all day every night theres like 10 people over my cribe chilling, but I still feel alone alot of the time. Its not depression cause I have gone through that many a time and I doesnt feel the same. its more like an empty spot in side of me. I dont know maybe i am just a fucking retard who isnt satisfied with anything even when I am doing good. Oh well later 