well Its time for bed once again, yet I have no erge to sleep, I have to sleep. but dont want to. I never want to sleep. I cant really sleep. I always wake up and toss around, never have I slept well enough to wake up refreshed. never can I remember what it was like to wake up ready to take on the fresh day.
Bones ache, joints stiffen, veins burn of boiling acid, pulsing pain with every passing second. nothing can stop it, like a swirlling hurricane, it is determined to run its coarse every time I awaken. Never leaving me at peace, until it is done, ravaging my body daily at its whim. I must stay strong, for, if anything for my thirst to do something with my life and prove those who said I couldnt wrong.
Bones ache, joints stiffen, veins burn of boiling acid, pulsing pain with every passing second. nothing can stop it, like a swirlling hurricane, it is determined to run its coarse every time I awaken. Never leaving me at peace, until it is done, ravaging my body daily at its whim. I must stay strong, for, if anything for my thirst to do something with my life and prove those who said I couldnt wrong.
For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my "life". --Alfred d. Souza
Good luck w/ sleep.