corymeyer

"You're getting sleepy... very sleepy... very very sleepy... very -- c'mon why are you still awake? Fall asleep damn it!"

I've discovered the wonders of self-hypnosis. It apparently does work, in what ways I'm not exactly sure, to what effects I'm still finding, and to what long-term effects I will weather. It really does seem like your conscious is suppressed, that very institution of which censors your actions with a "yes" or "no", and you deal directly with the subconscious, or should I say the subconscious comes directly to you. While I have accomplished hypnotic trance states, my perception of reality seems to remain reality, no different than any other time; there's no sleep involved; it's only with a great sense of relaxation and less inhibitions than a drunk man. And it seems emotions are amplified, as suggestions of "You are da man. You are confident. You are Arnold Schwarzengger...." seem to spark a great surge of testosterone feeling, and anything sexual sparks a great surge of horniness; all which rises up quite rapidly and intensely. Interesting stuff.