Corinney is.. hurt and confused. about a bunch of things that i can't really talk about on this public blog.
I'm going to be 23 this year. I'm not worried. I still feel very young. However, my worry is this: at what age do you think, well i've expeirienced a good amount of different things, now I can settle down?
Will i feel the same at 25? at 28? I am worried my plans for the immediate future will drastically change, and i'll be saying to myself at 25 - god, what an idiot i was for *this* or for *that*....
is it possible to experience all that life has to offer if you make the feelings that you feel at 23 permanent?
I feel like from around 14, I've made a whole bunch of mistakes after mistakes and i'm pretty scarred from them. is that what we do? when do we realise that we're no longer making mistakes, that we've got it pretty good? So, feeling that I have made a lot of mistakes and got a whole bunch of experience between 14 and 23, am I wise enough to make monumental descisions?
am i still a child? how did you feel between 23 and then 28, or 30, or 35?
i guess that my worry really is that life is just a consectutive series of mistakes, some longer than others, some more devastating, that we learn from and then launch into something else that will in the end turn out to be another mistake.
where is the wisdom that adulthood brings? I feel like i've felt enough hurt for a few years, I dont want to be feeling more, really.
I'm going to be 23 this year. I'm not worried. I still feel very young. However, my worry is this: at what age do you think, well i've expeirienced a good amount of different things, now I can settle down?
Will i feel the same at 25? at 28? I am worried my plans for the immediate future will drastically change, and i'll be saying to myself at 25 - god, what an idiot i was for *this* or for *that*....
is it possible to experience all that life has to offer if you make the feelings that you feel at 23 permanent?
I feel like from around 14, I've made a whole bunch of mistakes after mistakes and i'm pretty scarred from them. is that what we do? when do we realise that we're no longer making mistakes, that we've got it pretty good? So, feeling that I have made a lot of mistakes and got a whole bunch of experience between 14 and 23, am I wise enough to make monumental descisions?
am i still a child? how did you feel between 23 and then 28, or 30, or 35?
i guess that my worry really is that life is just a consectutive series of mistakes, some longer than others, some more devastating, that we learn from and then launch into something else that will in the end turn out to be another mistake.
where is the wisdom that adulthood brings? I feel like i've felt enough hurt for a few years, I dont want to be feeling more, really.
Don't let fear of future mistakes rule you. Yes, they may happen, but wonderful, beautiful, amazing things are on the horizon as well. Seize them!