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It would be nice, if, when a date says, hey I'm really sorry I can't do thursday as I have a rotten cold, can we do saturday instead, if he actually turned up when he was supposed to, and then maybe have a coffee with me instead of sending a text saying, do you wanna do some other day.

I'm totally cool with you feeling...
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mentalrage:
People who say they don't like cake are either lying to themselves or brainwashed by reading Heat magazine.

I know what you mean, I'm pretty much a hermit so it's easy to start thinking that there's something wrong with you. You get into the mentality of thinking there's a flashing neon sign above your head that says "LOSER" or something.

As for my writing I wrote this the other week although not intentionally for SG. Turns out I'm apparently good at this writing lark.shocked
tinkly:
Hugs frown I was just popping in to say hello to your sexy ass and you blogged and I missed it frown

I hope you are ok pretty lady kiss
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taking a sabattical atm --

I need to get heavy with this reality shit, yo.
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charbo:
*snuggles*
longlostsapper:
Good luck be safe, return whern ready
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filling my life with beauty. Music, food, art, happiness.

This is my new goal, 6months into 2011.
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deathmagnetic:
Some great goals there...good luck! smile
tinkly:
Thanks luv smile

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Abuse

A patchwork quilt of bruises
Bloom like grotesque flowers
Over my body; it has its uses.
And Im powerless for hours

To these assaults on my mind.
My body slave to your games
That you play; I toe the line,
Listen to you disabuse my name.

And it hurts.

Your teeth sink into me,
White flesh yielding to you,
Your hands blushing my skin...
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mentalrage:
Well I write loads of stuff albeit in a none artistic way just 'cause people tell me I'm good at it, I don't really expect to benefit from it financially.

If it's an outlet for personal demons then all the better.smile

starmount:
nice words. you`ve got talentsmile
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i am SELLING stuff!

I need money. SO if you like it, send me a PM. Prices, shipping negotiable! ALL PRICES NEGOTIABLE. SEND ME YOUR PM AND OFFER biggrin

Cello. 3/4. Perfect for smaller women. Comes with bow. Bridge needs to be replaced, small chip on right hand side (have a photo if you want to see it). Cost me 150 in total. Asking for 80....
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zamuzel:
You play cello? That's amazing! Don't sell it!
_constantine:
oh my! a friend! <3 oh and nice taste in shoes dont sell those either tongue
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edited: i'm a douche.

also - slow times. right now i feel like a bird thats trapped in human hands, it's heart beating frantically against matchstick ribs, paralysed with fear that human hands will crush a fluttering birdheart....

/vague much?
kristynamuch:
I dont think you are a douche!
kiss
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i am so fucking MAD. frown

My father, the man that is meant to look after me and take care of me, is fucking BILLING ME for his time.
He drove a van up so that I could have all my stuff moved. He rented it for me and drove a good 500 miles. I know thats expensive, but I said to him, look, moving has...
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starmount:
I don`t see your blog yesterday. I hope you feeling better?frown
Your dad suckspuke
piratenate:
That is complete fucking bullshit. I hope your dad realizes soon enough that he's being completely unreasonable.
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mrbaker:
Yeah...it has taken a certain degree of fortitude, we did quite a bit of exploration within our limits today (it was a LOT of fun) and thankfully having her on my lap does count as a sitting position smile

I'll patiently await your response! Good luck with the move, job, etcetera! I'm cheer'n for ya! <3
jericho:
God i am in absolute LOVE with the new hair!
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Any UKers live in Norwich? And can help me with finding somewhere to live? I also need to know if there are buses at like 5am? GAH.


vedere:
I nearly went to UEA in Naaaarrwich as it was my 2nd choice. Do they actually have buses? I fear you may have to travel by ass and cart for a while me' lovely! smile
tinkly:
Agreed - Cant wear any of it frown though thats why we invented handbags and shoes winkwink
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mrbaker:
<3 Blue Ringed Octopus would be awesome! Been watch'n Octopussy by chance (The James Bond movie, ya know)? Do iiiit!
mrbaker:
No clue whats going on with our messages, hun, I put in a complaint/request on the bug report thread. Hopefully they can figure it out. frown
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Corinney is.. hurt and confused. about a bunch of things that i can't really talk about on this public blog.

I'm going to be 23 this year. I'm not worried. I still feel very young. However, my worry is this: at what age do you think, well i've expeirienced a good amount of different things, now I can settle down?

Will i feel the same...
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wulagaru:
the shitty truth as Ive found it to be is that there isnt an age where you get to feel sure about your decisions. but you also cant let that stop you from making them. if you do that you'll never move from where you are. as scary as it is and as much as it sucks you have to keep doing what you think is best for you will it always work out .. probly not but it wont always be a mistake either.
mrbaker:
Making mistakes is a part of life, a really hard one (trust me, I know), but its so very important to not look at the mistakes, but to look at the lesson. You can use mistakes as a way to mature, grow, and better yourself. I know how you feel. I felt very young and foolish at 23, and I still feel very foolish now. Furthermore, wisdom or trust in one's self isn't at all a destination, but a journey. Show me the most self-assured "with it" person, and I guarantee they feel just like you do now (every now and again). Anyone who says otherwise is either lying or disconnected from the human condition.
Don't let fear of future mistakes rule you. Yes, they may happen, but wonderful, beautiful, amazing things are on the horizon as well. Seize them!
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mr luuuuva-man... SHABBA
mr luuuuva-man.... SHABBA!!!!

hehhe this cheesy song wont leave my head! I've been well busy, going all around the country, trying to get organized for the new year...

and I'm off again this weekend, so I'm just poking my nose in for a minute biggrin

I got some truly amazing xmas presents... the best being:

REAL pearls. shocked shocked shocked not the fake-o ones I "modelled"...
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mrbaker:
OOOO, looking forward to seeing those pics of your new pearls, thats pretty classy!

The best present I got was this framed picture of my Grandparents, Sisters, and I from when I was...9 months. It made me really happy!