coralseas

I'm very sorry if my last journal sounded rude/nutty

I don't know...I don't want to lean on people, but sometimes I really need to. Then I get scared that they won't want me to and that that realisation will be another thing I have to face...and then I jump the gun and get upset and act like a fruitcake.

I just need that "yes Alex, no Alex, everything's fiiiiiiiiiine Alex, shutup Alex"
*smack*slap*smack*